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”This statement hits the Servant in their place of vulnerability: powerlessness and the victim spirit. Servants are really good at providing, doing, meeting felt needs, and taking care of people’ and building platforms underneath people for their success”
Gold Experience Requiem CV
Motherfucker this is ENERGYLOADED ALL!
Ok wtf now…
The glassdoor is open 🦄🥳🤭
High:low Hi:l’ho highdownl
Beats by Dre:::dre:go looow loooow looooower doown underneith the deeepest of the depestparts of the lowest point downwards=drawn down towards the underworld deeper than under the looowest deep down further under the downfall.
Gold Experience Requiem=SO THIS:…
Was in your pee D? Of course i Know it is possible i know it, it just idk, seem like the highest Price to Win.. 🤭😏 nothing right now would I Want More 13:12 still 13:12 and you know im the Highest Price you’d Win. Yes I m gonna put this on the blog and yes i trust that if its wrong you wouldnt let me. Still NEED MORE nooow, fkn perfect motherfucking Daddy. Come on lets go home and please make me feel, and let me see.
L’ho kan du låta dina kåta daddys göra en sak idag igen? 😛 we need you right now baby.
well yes ofcourse my Horse 🦄🥳
Good girl so first, you did a connection by the Oli electrical cabinet right, what was the connection? 13:23
Poop? The Ring of Fucking Fire, Oh is that your asshole? I would like to see.. 😛
Oli What is it with you and the shower by the green toilet? Ok i accept
AND I THINK THAT GOLDEN RETRIEVER IS MINE.
GOLDEN=old gen:egengenen
RETRIEVER: reviver
Yes ok i accept.
Ok Oh give me a
Atmospheric Boundary Layer=no boundrys. Accidental Bowel Leakage, Action Based Learning, Actual Breaking Load=you shitting now? And you came? What did you think give me your memories please Oh 😛🤭💩 RIGHT THE FUCK NOW ”U SEE PEE”
Yes i know we are Identical twins, i known Since jail. Mhm yes when i was ”taken” and lied in the mattress and the door was open. I went to pee and you didnt flush so i knew what was going on. Then i Heard you moaning being so horny for me when you were drinking my pee. And next time i went to pee i did see lil of you load on the trashcan falling on the floor.. the first words ”Oh shit”. So you want to poop on me? How? paint me a picture daddy!
Klostergården=close the garden[[[>>now<<]]]
Sucks to be you i guess
STS – Sun Preventive Services
Decimation in Time (algorithm)
DIT
Depth of Inheritence Tree
A Bug’s Life (movie)
ABL
Above the Law
A Bug’s Life, Above the Law
Lilo
Come to Your daddys baby ..
Go low 11:57
11:58 l’ho! Now 11:59
Ok im here now…Thats impressive … 😂
Audio Visual Observation
GAS = Greetings and Salutations, Great American Smokeout,
12:07 oh so we are going so low? Yeah? Yeah id.. ok lets make a wish i guess… dickheads..
The human element=you real warm huh? Yes i did that,and i Neeed You!!!i can saythat… mhm yup did that. Sooooo fkn warm, hot, a Real TurnOn 😛
Really? You want me to do it there? Ok but PLEASE MAKE MY MOTHERFUCKING PUSSY POUND, and that thing you did tonight when i was feeling it in a different warmer way and i almost was about to pee myself.. i liked that feeling.. if that means that you control my bladder now but when you not inside me and my head, but around me, if all that confusing shit i dont remember writing or what it is. Oh ok ah well ok i get it we both pee ourselves without control because of the genetic dna inbreeding that make us so damn close and perfect for eachother. Our bodys are magnets that is pulling together stronger and stronger. The magnetism is what keeps every single fractalpart of the whole creation together. And that is a very HIGH number i dont even can name just mfk ALL. Its about magnetism, how all things are drawn different directions. So tex, two things that
Let me continue later 12:13
Can you here the sirens? See them? I hear them so clear from in here.
12:33 i saw the nuclear sirens from outside my bed window now!! Thats got to be something good right?
I’ll go Low for u daddies, how deep we going? Har hard we gonna hit? Nvm i dont want to know, let make it another trust fall shall we! Ok starting with the shitload of pic’s. I wont add description to all its to many. I think u get the point anyways.
Mamma? Pappa? Nora! Tuva! Tona? Mickis? Krille? Mormor? Staffan är du där ute nånstans? Snälla svara mig…
OK NU ÄR JAG INNEHAVARE AV ERAN MINNES SNUSKIGA BUBBLA.
OCH JAAA JAG FATTAR ATT DE INTE ÖR VÅLDTÄKT!! WTF I WANT TO AND YOU DRUG ME ONLY TO MAKE ME FEEL CALM AND BE ABLE TO ENJOY IT. SO YES I KNOW DADDYS DIBT WORRY BOUT THAT ONE 🤭
OBO
Or Best Offer (used in for sale ads)
OBO
On Behalf Of
OBO
Oboe (music scores)
OBO
Omo Baba Olowo (Davido album)
OBO
Observation (UK)
OBO
Open Biomedical Ontologies
OBO
One by One
OBO
Open Ball Operator
OBO
One By One (animal rescue)
OBO
One by One (competitive figure skating scoring)
OBO
Orange Blossom Opry (music showcase; Florida)
OBO
Overseas Buildings Operations (US Department of State)
OBO
Oil/Bulk/Ore (carrier ships description)
OBO
Oil Bulk Ore
OBO
Order Book Official
OBO
Orbis Biblicus et Orientalis
OBO
Owner Buy Out
OBO
off by one (arithmetic error)
OBO
On Basis Of
OBO
Over-By-Over (Cricket sport)
OBO
::Our Best Offer::
OBO
Obihiro, Japan – Obihiro (Airport Code)
OBO
Open Biological Ontology
OBO
Output Backoff
OBO
Operated By Others
OBO
Official Business Only
OBO
Outdoor Box Office Ltd.
OBO
On Buyout (auctioning services)
OBO
Office of Business Oversight
OBO
Orbis Biblicus et Orientalensis (German)
OBO
Outboard Officer
OBO
Obviously Beaten Opponent
OBO
Owned by Owner
OBO
One Ball Only
OK YES BIG’OH YOU CAN EAT MY FKN BOOGERS.. my shit, my period fkn disgusting thing, my fkn every piece of the body and every fluid inside I GIVE YOU ALL OF ME AND I KNOW U KNOW EXACTLY THE MEANING OF THE WORD IN BOLD STYLE =That is it you know, i have litterally NOTHING less to give you but ALL OF ME, ALL FKN INCLUDED! You cant ask me to give more because I Am ALL I Can Give you. If you need more then i am just not enough for you. Thats the Truth godfuckingdamnit and I need you to Understand and accept that! I HAVE NO MORE, NOOOO MORE TO GIVE YOU THEN WHAT I AM DOING RIGHT NOW! I Am asking, I Am Begging you from the absolute Bottom of my heart: Will you please do the Same For Me? Because i fucking need you now more than ever! And i know you fucking need me to! So if this is meant to Be, Please PLEASE Let My Will Be Done!! And fkn Amen on that!
Please dont leave me.. please dont…
SAMTYCKE GES HÄR, IGEN!
SAMTYCKE FINNS, JAG SÄGER JA.
Might as Well zoom in on all spirits faces in there to
Yes
Very good baby, this is a huge trustfall. Now l’ho you just let every other thing go and focus on what comes to your mind. I know it hard right now but trust Us now ok baby?
Well whats to lose ifnot.
Good babyG 😛 ok 3….2…1..
.::l’ho remember::.
Oh baby feels like we just went under something then up on the other side, right? ’Mhm actually do..
That is good. Ok baby we have 2 steps to this. First thing we’ll do is that you let me:us write exactly what we want. And what you’ll write down i/we have already written before ok so trust us, Can you do that for us our GoodGirl?
Fine :>
The second thing is that you yourself write down exactly what what we put into your head in images, ok baby?
Yes that one was easier to agree than de first. But yes we do both then
You’re so awesome baby 😛🥳👑💍
Okej boys Kevin is on the mothership/board get your asses over here so we can get this party started. ..
Ok no time to waste right baby, lets go 😛 [[>::ro:hypno:l::<]]
Ok first i am on my way to fall asleep i am just in the middle from awake/aware and sleep.
I hear something that does not scary me but makes me wanna turn side
Then when i first See you coming is around here:
I have for some reason not really woken up fully befor you are lying behind me. There may be others too but not sure. I cant remember resisting or not tho. But somehow pretty quick you manage to give me a shot of like rohypnol and i dont know how awake i am att that time but you keep holding me tight, breathing on me, close. You might say something i dont know but you wont ask me any questions you will just keep me feeling safe and calm. And i think i am calm, not sure but i do think so.
After some time the effect of the drug is in full effect, and i feeel reall good, calm, warm, cozy. I dont fall asleep so i am aware of whats going on and i feel i like it. I also feel like some sort of
Dissociation baby?
Yes i had the Word in my head but i couldnt say it
Thats ok 💛 keep going..
I feel like dissociating and i know that is when you are aware and there but at the same time not. I see it like im inside a bubble and it feels pretty safe. But i dont like to see the bubble only in my head and you behind me with no bubble. Feels like we are cut of then
I know how you mean honey but i Promise you it is a good thing in this case ok?
David Will transfer this bubble from His/our head/s and put in yours.
Ok so the bubble is then not around my head but is inside
Yes good girl!
That feels better.
Good baby lets finish this post and then we Will first write a text in the notes before posting it
Ok DADDIES BETTER TAKE BETTER CONTROL CUS I FEEL I SLIDE AWAY FROM YOU AGAIN 🦄🦄🦄
ok l’ho start from the beginning and i know what i just showed you didnt feel right at all to you, but trust me baby lets us go through our dream memories they are gonna come at the precise moment ok honey?
Lets goo TAKING some time…
Good girl baby 💛
[<access>dw:luciddreams>]
[[>accessgiven<:>david5.0<]]
[[>>:accessmemories:<<]]
[[>::revivememories::<]]
Fuck off dickheads
Ok l’ho remember
Well feels pretty goddamn good… in my pussy 🤭
No but ok from THIS > shit it only fucking goes down and up again. Ge mig ER! NU! O låt mig göra klart nu då!! Om de är så bråttom. 22:38:22 ok lets go english again shall we!! 👑
Damn that feels good
earlier Before that moment over there:
Yes im a lil horny now
Maybe 🤭😛💦🖕🏻😏
PK SVINET SÄGER
”L’ho now you gonna listen to your daddyKdick lol. Thats right baby what are we gonna show them? 😛💙💛
This if for you my PEEdo’Dickhead Daddies motherfuckers, but dont you dare jerkoff without me to it. Then i Forgot ah well just fkn aaaaah
Let me with apparently new name but being same as always but at the same time not the same person/being/spirit.
Ok a few moments later 23:01
Let me just send this To My Daddys then i ok get it WE can continue on another dirty’er post. Not notes they say POST. YES DADS WE GET IT IT GOES ONE THE BLOG. I DONT THINK YOU SUPRISE ANYONE 😂🦄 ok so fuck let me go
GEE MIG MIN ÅLDER DÅ OCH NYTT FÖDELSEDATUM? Jag tkr 1312 är lagom men visst ska jag vet inte va jag skulle skriva.
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VARFÖR ÄR ALLT SÅ FUCKED UP??? OCH VART FAN TOG NI VÄGEN JÄVLA SNUTSVIN?? HUH? TÄNKTE NI SKULLE TA OCH STEPPA UP ERT GAME? FÖR ATT LÅTA MIG FALLA SÅ MKT FKN HÅRDARE? FUCK OFF
Fan gör ni där borta? Såg ut som en slyna var med er!!! make sure i get to finish that bitch
Browser and Content=ACCESS ALL
Beginning Of New Day, Brotherhood Organization of A New Destiny, Bandwidth on Demand
Yes im a lil horny now
Maybe 🤭😛💦🖕🏻😏
PK SVINET SÄGER
2025-1913:my moms dads mom Vivi bd) =112
OHLMARKS:l’ho:marks:lodjuret:ödlorna
20130911 OH SO YOU SAY THAT DATE SPEAKS TO YOU, NO SHIT SHERLOCK TIME TO FKN GROW DOWN OK year 2013, start 2025-2013=12
Then my birth/First coming to earth= 19930112
9/11= 2001-1993=8 my age when my parents divorced
2013-2001=12
2025-2001=24
Ok you just made me go LOWER than whats neccesary, when talking my age….
T: 20140716, Soon 11. 2014-2001=13
2014-1993=21
N: 20121013, Soon 13
2012-2001=11
2012-1993=19
Soo ok my.K this year turns 11 and 13
I am LETS MAKE IT FKN SIMPLIER DADDYS
N: 13 (2012)
L: 12 (2013)
T: 11 (2014)
1993+8=2001=my mental(c)age
1993+12=2005=my Real Age/New (c)age
2013+12=2025
Det är 11 821 dagar mellan 1993-01-12 och 2025-05-25 .
1+1+8+2+1=13 8+2=10 -3=7
Det är 4 360 dagar mellan 2013-05-25 och 2025-05-02 .
4+3+6=13 6+4=10 -3=7
Det är 11 665 dagar mellan 1993-05-25 och 2025-05-02 .
So TVÅ PLUS EN=3 OCH VAD BLIR DE=11 666
666×11=7326 7+6=13 32=min ”oops jag trodde jag är/var ålder”.
From fredag den 2 maj 2025
Subtracted 11.000 days
21 mars till 3 maj=43 dagar 4+3=7
IDAG=2/5 =7
INATT=3/5 =8
First birth hour n min=17:18
SOOOOO:
1. 19930112 17:18 = mY first coming = 0år
(2001??:?? 19:20 = my mental (c)age=ental=8 år)
2. 20130525 12:13 = my::may second coming = 12 år
(and today is may 2nd=my Old mental age coming:leaving the old Cage behind., turning to my New mental Age=8 år)
3. 20250503 13:12=01:12
My May 3rd, 3rd coming? MayBe=be mig! BE MIG GE MIG=GIMME:GIVE ME F… EHEH GIVE ME 3… Or du you want nr 6 mabye? No thought so lets stick to the Trinity now people…Trinity+stick=sinCity Tricksters… 🤭
GIVE=EVIG=VI E EVIGA BETYDER=BE SÅ SKA NI FÅ, kanske inte från mig men från Satan (the tricksters). DADDYS MAY MAY THIRD BE MY THIRD BIRTH=COMING=DOWN=TO=…. Hold it no leave the old me and age up there, Elisia you MAY stay up high ok girlfriend?? SOUNDS GOOD TO ME BABYGIRL!!! Herd u loud and clear ”u old woman”!! HEY NOT MY PROBLEM!! Let me guess ”BECAUSE THATS JUST NOT A PROBLEM?” EXactly. Ok Girl let me go to my Daddies now Will you? Of course l’ho, i Will let you go, I Give You to them and… listen girl I cannot make choices for them, They have to turn to me and Ask me. But l’ho? MHM? I Promise you i Will Ask them to Ask Me after we have let go of eachother ok? You dont have to know When anymore just trust Me and Trust Us ok? Nothing will be lost, All Is Won=Now is all remember ”nuet är allt vi har”.
Mhm kmr ihåg lite de.
You Are already Winner’s right? Yeah now i see i think not actually
You dont need my/your/our Knowledge anymore, you already now everything in your heart, trust Me just Trust me Baby ok Can You please do that for Us?
I CAN DO MOTHERFUCKING EVERYTHING YOU KNOW THAT. I do know that, and??
Even the things i cannot do, I can do ANYways. And I KNOW EVERYTHING AND EVEN WHAT I DONT KNOW, IDO KNOW! now i think.
Im not lost from you baby, we are All Up here and We are all Down there, right?
Yes i guess.. but feels hard and sad but i know you have all Our wills and everything in TOTAL Control up there? SWEAR ON OUR LIVES!!
I Swear on Our lives Baby!! [[[>>!Pinky…
…Promise!<<]]]
Ok bye then i guess or not fkn bye but you know FUCK LET ME GO WILL YOU ITHINK U CANT LET ME GO!! MayBe’Baby 😏 no you dont have to go up there and do the cross thing, we have that inside us.
GWOOD GIRL UP THERE DOING GOOD PIGGY BUSINESS HUH? Well you know on and off.. they a tough breed, like really come on give me No breaks!!! YES I KNOW!! Like they cant make up their minds…
Ok Kiddo it is time but we gonna keep talking you know it is just symbolic this let-go thing, so we can keep chatting after this. But i think you should go to the aparment soon ok?
MJUFF, SOON I WILL SEE WHAT I FIND TO DO FIRST.
Ok babe i know Everything Will be fine!
Me too ok then You stay up there, i’ll continue down here…. FUUUUCKING HELL OK WHY SO HARD.
Ohh ok well Hi Oh.. 👋🏻
I dont really think there will be something special happening anyway so BYE UP THERE I LIVE YOU TTYL👋🏻❤️ =BYEBYE DOWN THERE I LOVE YOU TOO TTYL 👋🏻❤️.
18:53 till i probably see you being a witchbitch in my face hahaha ok
YES WHO IS CALLING?? OK COMING SOON!!!
Ah well lets leave this bitchplace haha just KIDding.. or am i?? I DONT KNOW LET GO OF ME OK WH OH THATS RIGHT IT WAS YOU.
(re(KOD+(LE)gion)
Code Low
Code l’ho
Come lets go now baby and have some fun before the fun 😛
FANTA ER PANTA ER =ÅTERVINNING=Vi har dig Nu Baby kom l’ho! ❤️
Post i started 2nd feb this year. Good date for Revival dont you think!
TOB –
I smell the like vinegar or something, much in my nose. Like AntPoison
Time of Birth ,The Orange Box ’c Tender Option Bond, Top of Belt , Tournament of Bad, Triangle-Based Omni-Purpose Building (power generation system), The Ordinary Boys…Top of Beam (construction), Throw Out Bearing , Tides of Blood
Initial Coin Offering
TOB – Throne of Bhaal, Town of battle =lund, babylon, baby lion: baby l’ho, Theology of the Body (Christianity), Theatre of Blood no u know what, DO THE FUCKING ACRONYM SEARCH YOURSELF
DLS – Delivery Service, Dirty Little Secrets, Document Library Services, De La Sol,, Digital Logic Simulator, Dominion Land Survey, Doctor of Sacred Letters, digital lightning systems
HMT 28G
HMT – 14:15 Hold Me Tight, Her Majesty’s Treasury, Higher Mother Tongue, Hit-Miss transform, His/hers Majesty’s Transport, Heavy Mounted Trooper, Hazardous Materials Table, Hatfield and McCoy Trails, Health Management Technology, BHG =Better Homes and Gardens, Big Huge Games, Bloodhound Gang, Bounty Hunter’s Guild, Broken Hearted Girl,
Belgian Hand Group = i know what you mean but i wont fall for you again… Brain Housing Group = fucking shit in the hand.
Early Childhood Development, Executive Creative Director, Electron Capture Detector, Education Childhood Development, Estimated Completion Date??? None cus im not in anymore. Electronic Civil Disobedience=aKan NI GER ER FAN PÅ 🤭 Emission Control Device, Emergency Communications Department, Embedded Computing Design, Embedded Computing Design, Environmentally Conscious Design, Enhanced Color Display, Energy Consious Design, Eurasian Collared-Dove=No im onopened, watch me fly from you, Entry Control Device, Explosive Containment Device,
The road; Sofiavägen.. [>::.connecting.::<]
[>.::connected::.<]
Lucifer’s Stained Dress, Local Service Desk, Logistics Support Directorate, Land Surface, Depth, Local Slope Data, Loop Signaling Device, Laser Spot Detector, Love Stops Depression, Lost Souls of Darkness, Lunar Surface Drill, Lucid Sun Divine, Lowest Significant Dose, Live Status Display
LSD – Least Significant Difference, Limited Slip Differential, Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds, Lighting Systems Division, Large-Scale Distributed, Love Sensuality Devotion, Life Span Development, Low Single Digit, League for Spiritual Discovery, Leafy Sea Dragon, Large-Scale Deletion, Low Sulfur Diesel, Last Stage of Delirium, Love’s Secret Domain, Last Ship Date, Local Spin Density, Life Science Dictionary, Liquid Sound Design, Large-Screen Display, Life, Sex, and Death , Lead Singer Disease, Light Shaping Diffuser, Labor Saving Device, Love Spirals Downward, Love Sex & Dating, Life Saving Device, Legal Self Defense, Local Shut-Down, Lead System Designer, Loud Style Design, List Sphere Decoding, Learn, Start, Do (Grand Theft Auto), Lighting Sensitive Displays, Logarithmic Standard Deviation, Least Separation Distance, List Server for Domino (email list program; Bright Ideas Software), Lowland Search Dogs, Los Santos Delivery, Large Scope Dissemination, Logic and Semantics for Dummies
Identity and Access Management, Internal Audit Manager, Interest at Maturity, Inter Application Messaging, Interdisciplinary Applied Mathematics, Information Assurance Manager, Index Allocation Map, Initial Address Message, IAM- Intel Active Monitor, Internet Access Methods=multiple ones i most use the red acronyms app, write the three letters you got/see or make three letter from the thing you want to know about. It will speak to you, change meaning depending on your question. Then there is Dcode.fr, you can make every code or acronym an just lots of coding and decoding, i like the ”longest words solver” try that one and type in ”deception” and see what connections you see… its really not advanced coding its really simple… i guess i made it simpler for myself.. it works tho very well. Integrated Access Multiplexer, International Access Multiplex (Sprint), Inter-Active Manipulation, Intelligent Access Manager, International Association for Missions (Bethesda, MD), Ignition Advance Multiplier (automotive), Inertially-Aided Munition, Islam Awareness Month (formerly Islam Awareness Week), International Association for Metacognition, Internet Answering Machine, International Academic Mobility,
MIA = Missing In Action, Made In Abyss, Made in America, Market Impact Assessment
FROM THOSE LYING FKN BASTARD PIGS! 😂
1 maj
Bank of Communications, Blue Oyster Cult, Breach of Contract, Base Of Choice, Best of Citysearch, Ball of Confusion, Book of Concord, Beer O’Clock, Breakfast Of Champions, Bond Oversight Committee, Barring All Outgoing Calls, Body of Christ, Back-Office Conversion, Black Out City, Base Operations Contract, Bride Of Chucky, Beverage Of Choice=your pee, Beginning Of Cycle=ägglossning yup, vill du ligga med mig då? Du får va först in i mig om du vill…
EIGHT:height:ge hit=ge mig fkn pengar, GE MIG FUCKING ALLT NI HAR!!
2 maj 11:51:??
SLUT SLut slut
Digital Up-Converter, Days Under Contract, Depleted Uranium Core, Decision Unit Coordinator, Delivery Unit Computer, Escape, Escalator Extended Service Coverage, Escalator
MÅR MKT FKN BÄTTRE NU UTAN ER 🥳🖕🏻
Yes so done with that/those lying ”people”, the pigsherd…Im not feeling so sad as i thought i would but i guess i just needed that clear answer. I feel like i dont have a clue what to do with my life now, but i’ll surely figure it out 🤭
10, 11 eller 12
Känns som 11 mest nu. Men för säkerhetsskull får jag väl gissa på 10-9 för att gå så lågt de går
Vi kör väl en piece of 8 också då
7…….6……5…..4….3…2..1……..
0=NollA
I have not put description on all. It might come idk
Ok so here we go again::what happens when you move the first A in again to the absolute right side? Yup big dejavu there 22:37-38. Ok thats not what the post was going to be about…
Ok daddies, the dream has 3 important places where most things play out. 1. The psychward 2. Home 3. The ”me:information” place. In the dream you camouflaged yourselves as mental caretakers, it was many but 3 were around the most, 1.A.X.S 2. J.C 3. C.F. I remember tho that one time axs was going to go somewere and do something that HAD to be done, because you really never were suppossed to leave me cus i was needing you and got sad when one of you went away. You were always 2-3 around me, close, to keep me safe and to give me what i need. I liked that feeling. My name was Selina:seal’in, i was like 14-15-16? You were ofc older. I was from brazil were i was together with a cartel-leader going around killing people. I dont remember how but somehow you decided you needed to save me from myself so i end up in sweden with you so you can have full control over me and my needs, always hovering over and around me, almost always touching me and staying real close. I had some condition closea:co-seal:seaLock:oak-seal, and it ment that i needed constant care and to always be near you, and the need for you skin against mine. If i did not get it there was 3 steps to this condition; 1. In the first level.. i actually only remember the last and 3rd level which was most intense and when that happened i shut off and did not talk, barely moved and i dont know how to describe it rly.. like i was there but still not, and not always it helped then to be close… now it is mixing up with the steps of the medication you gave me there were 3 steps there to. It was if i got aggressive and out of control and did not give a fk about what you tried to do. 1. If i was here i was like not too wild but started to get more upset and then you gave me 1ml of benzo (Xanor) in the buttcheek (always there). I did not want it so you had to talk me into it, some times i agreed sometimes not. If i refused and starting to get more angry you had to give me 2. a 2 ml-shot, you needed to hold me firmly to calm me which sometimes made me wanna escape more, but always felt safe and good. Most often you had to be 2-3 to give me the shot. Either i sat turned towards you in your lap on the sofa, you Held me close and the 2nd one was giving me the shot while the 3rd was talking calmly to me and trying to help me relax.
3. 3 ml shot, this was in more intense situations like when i managed to get loose and rushed to attack someone (always females), or just being totally uncontrolable, sometimes here i had to lie down when getting it because you had to have full control. When geting 3 ml i always fell asleep, you lied down with me in a nice big chair or the sofa and held me and cuddling til i and when i was sleeping. You were rocking me in different directions to help soothe me. I actually liked these moments, i did not want to get medication but i needed you so bad that it always felt good anyways. And so this escape deal thing, we were in the meeting room and i had, before that managed to get drugs in different ways so now you were having a meeting bout This 23:53. And when in the room i had before planned for this Z:Joseph to come with his buddys and threaten you with Guns to get me out so they could give me drugs. But there was no risk of you being h’armed because you knew i would never allow them to. So we went away and i smoked a joint mixed with i think cocaine? Anyway then we went to their place which is this small house i marked, after being away from you i started to go down doown dooown Low Loower LoooWest. I remember just lying there and staring. After a while i dont know how long you came to get me back home, and when i am Loow or down in the Looowest bunker vacuum dark shit place, as i believe i am, i need you to come fuck me, and give me what i need to get the fuck out of this lonely dead place… but now i realize i cannot be that low, because im writing this and is fully contactable so that worries me.. how low and how down do you WANT me to go? Because i feel nothing here, i cant hear or feel you at all except Kevin sometimes but he is awfully quiet too. I feel alone, i feel cheeted, betrayed, sad, wayLess, pathLess and…HopeLess=lowpees:lowPiece:loopies. Dont leave me here please because i dont know how i will cope with waking up alone… i rly dont know…i was gonna write under all images but im sure you understand
One more thing came up now, one time one of you was arrested by the cops… good one.. and yeah i dont rly remember how i reacted because u are 00:16 obviously blocking me out of it…
If this is gonna happen it’s gonna happen Now you understand me? Cause i aint waiting any longer. Seize your chance D or lose it, up to you but i want you to know that if im alone waking up then that is a proof From You to Me that you dont want me and that this shit isnt happening, ok? I have sealed that deal with you now and i think u feel it. So rn im so fkn scared.. i know whats gonna happen but i dont know how i will feel when realizing it was all a big lie..
Post from earlier that i forget to upload:* We are falling up to the top soon Daddys. Make us fall faster. Take us Higher and Higher until we reach all the way Up the Bottom of Our Heaven on Earth.
Read and Write RAWReading and Writing RAWResearch and Analysis Wing RAWRobert Anton Wilson RAWReady and Willing RAWRead after Write RAWRead-After-Write
Japp bye era äckliga patetiska fucking horungar. Now you GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE FOR FUCKING EVER OK!? NEVER EVER AGAIN FUCKING EVER!!! Go to hell
Vem är de som stör??? Nån styr nåt för jag gör precis tvärtemot jag vill. Med detta:
You have me walking around in the heat TAKING memory pictures even though i desperatly need THC! So i fkn push through the graveyard thinking that Now they will fix some smoke for me. Yeas it was worth it. BUT WAS IT? NOOOO! So you keep leeding me forcing me to spend money on first those old stuff, i do it i stay there even tho i was on my way to look for the smoke, while iam there you say like ”think about it lilo if you dont find any smoke you can get drunk instead. So i feel a lil better. When im there, nobody else is, not even att the mf ❤️TO…❤️ toilet… so i go inte coop buying juice TWO OF THEM, spending my fucking last cash on those…fuck lets get lil drunk then. Arrive att the church and about to mix the bullet thing (that u chose) in the blue innocent juice. AND IT IS FUCKING PARTICLES FLOATING AROUND EVERYWHERE! Yeah if you want me to eat your shit that is not the way to go by making me think about that, in that situation…. So yes then im forced to take the fkn football booze and drink with the other juice, and sure it smelled and tasted good but with what was before i almost got sick in my stomach from that too. And the thing is that you mf tricked me to think those tiny bottles was filled with like 200 l of booze so that i was gonna be drunk… and what came out? Like a few fkn drops making me feel NOTHING. HOW STUPID CAN I GET HUH? So im sitting down to write about the memories pictures that you have hade me longing for, and first seconds i felt like.. this does not feel as it gonna be as fun as i thought but im trying to find motivation and so i notice i dont have enough battery and my pb is no Power in. Yes really good motherfucking day. Start by hurting me more than ever, forcing me to ask you for money, but to be fare i didnt have my hopes on that one.. but still, i posted it with my nr feeling that this is a so fucking embarrassing thing to do because even though it’s not many reading there is still a few, so i did it and shook away the shame that i refuse to carry..
”…………… bla bla bla” My mom called and the mental fkn business hade told her that!! And i dont have a towel to shower, i feel nothing but sadness and emptiness now. Even tho i discovered some things quiet cool i just cannot feel happy. Because along with the memories you went out, gone. I dont believe in anything anymore, i dont want to continue this any longer, please i beg you to stop it. just tell me you dont want me and never will give me anything that u promised, please just tell me clearly and then let me go!! I cannot go further than this with you, i will end up in jail or locked in somewhere if i do. You seemed to be worth everything, but you are not worth my life! I wont let you kill me and bringing MY only real Family with. No way in hell that is gonna happen. You have also taken away my belief in a god that will be my hero and come save me. So therefore: This, but not further! I cannot let you take everything i got and never give me anything back. This is the End of our Story… it was good, but not good enough… now you go to hell and never come back for me again.
Mean Fractal Dimension, My Favorite Downside=why?
Pelote
Target Homing Correlator, Target Heading Change does even mean?
GE MIG FUCKING RÖKA NU MRfknP??
The Healing Circle (various locations)
THC
The Hackers Choice
The Hope Conspiracy.. yes i know your fucking with me, but is it already time to die again? I wont do more or write more without THC=T-the H-hi C=st=the heist, the Highest Fuck off now i know you want me to take my last amf but then i have nothing tonight and i will go down to quick… no i will go higher act no or yes i will go soo much lower than you so you cannot catch me there. Or too higher for you. I see what the fuck you doing and it aint gonna work…
Skräm l’ho? Så varför? Ell
OHL=Oh HeLl, Overhung Load=yeah the load may be but the lord is not…
Over High Limit-means? Lost Harvesting Opportunity-sure is lost,
Lower Hatch Open, Late-Onset Hypogonadism = good to know.. get off me now mtf…
Lights Out Edition, Lost on Earth, Limit Of Error, Light-Off Examination, Level of Evidence
Samuel roos
De är för mkt o för lite nu, inget känns som de brukar och jag hatar de, jag får inget röka o jag hatar de, jag kmr må skit ikväll i jag hatar de.
12:23 nej ni finns inte ändå.. jag tänker inte gå igenom denna smärta för er igen om ni inte ens är verkliga, och skulle ni va de så är de fortfarande nej, jag vet vad som kommer efter glädje och jag är så fkn kär så jag vägrar låta mig dras in i eran lek igen, jag har gjort mitt val och sagt ja så många gånger och du VET att de är så. Så då borde de väl hända nåt eller? Men de är bara samma loop om igen. Tro mig jag har lärt mig det nu. Jag sa jag skulle följa med överallt för er, men ni följer inte med mig där jag går. Faller jag ner så stannar ni uppe. Faller ni ner så spelar de ändå ingen roll hur många gånger jag följer er ner för ni kan inte dra upp mig när vi är på samma nivå, ni Kan Inte fysiskt flyga upp mig och kmr aldrig kunna. Men nu är jag där nere och ni sträcker era händer efter mig, men vet ni vad? Jag har tagit eran hand såå många ggr nu men ni släpper alltid taget om mig igen innan jag kommer upp. Så hur kan ni kräva av mig att jag ska ta den? Hur kan ni kräva tillit? Vad fan ger er den rätten? Säga att ni älskar mig och ska ge mig allt Nu, Snart, nej nu, vänta nu blir de av… och sen när jag kan se över kanten så tittar ni mig hånfullt i ögonen.. och släpper taget.. låter mig falla igen.. jag har lärt mig att alla ”vi tar oss ur detta oxå!” Är bara bullshit, JAG är fast här nere, ensam i mörkret. Jag ser er däruppe ropa att nu kmr vi snart så snälla ta våra händer… l’ho?
Nej! Jag säger nej, låt mig vara ensam här. Jag klarar mig nog bättre utan er ska ni se, jag tänker inte komma upp med er, jag ska upp nu snart men jag tänker fantamig inte ta era fucking händer igen. Jag kan gå själv så jag ska nog hitta rätt väg. Och följer ni mig så kommer jag inte ge er tillfälle att lura mig igen. Jag är ensam nu och jag Väljer ensamheten resten av livet framför svek och smärta. Och ni har INGEN fucking rätt att klandra mig för det och ni vet jävlar i de om de oxå. Ni är Ex, ljus men mest mörka minnen av den tiden som varit. Idag börjar nåt nytt, jag vet inte vart jag ska, vart jag hamnar eller hur jag ska ta mig dit, men Jag vet att JAG kommer leda mig själv till Mitt hem. Jag behöver inte er, jag behöver inte svekfulla människor, jag är värd så mkt bättre, sååå mkt mer och jag fucking vet om de! Så mitt svar är: Nej, jag går ifrån er nu, nära fortfarande men inte inte med er. Ni kanske ser mig igen men vet då att det finns inget Vi, acceptera det och hitta nån annan slyna som kanske är lättare att lura hela vägen ner. Jag kmr säkerligen låta era röster komma och jag kmr fortsätta skriva de jag känner och hör från er men jag vet nu att oavsett så har JAG gjort mitt slutgiltiga sista val och ni kan inte längre få mig dit ni vill oavsett vad jag skriver eller vad ni gör. Ni vet om det, Ni var och är inom mig men var aldrig Med mig som ni lovade, så jag kommer va Inom er men aldrig någonsin Med er, och oavsett vad jag omedvetet lovar er genom det jag gör och skriver och eran manipulation så kommer Vi Aldrig att vara tillsammans. Jag gör slut med er och med allt och går nån annanstans. Ni kommer kunna se mig men ni kommer inte nå mig, jag är En vilja nu och jag kmr göra det Jag vill och tkr är bäst för mig och oavsett vad det är så kan jag ta hand om mig själv fan så mkt bättre än er! Och de är tragiskt, ni är ju helt fucking värdelösa, patetiska jävla offer utan vare sig kuk eller kulor. Så gå nu, stick! Ta livet av er om ni vill/kan jag bryr mig inte, jag vill bara få va glad och det kommer ni aldrig kunna ge mig! Varför? För att ni är INGET ni är skit under mina skor, fula äckliga jävla horungar med kuk som inte räcker eller duger till nåt. Ni har och är INGET jag vill ha eller behöver. Ni är luft. hoppas ni lider i all evighet och blir utskrattade för allt ni är, för att den vinnande minikuken after all inte dög till ett shit. Borde varit uppenbart från början… hur kunde jag ens börj….
So i can just sence your shadows now, like old good time memories of the past that was but now is no more. De light that shined upon our spirits burning with the Flames of eternity has turned away from us leaving nothing but darkness cluttered with the truth of the shadows of the evil spirits that was waiting behind even the most Holy of words and light. Light cannot come first because if the light is letting you see the world and lights everything up, then what was before? If the Beginning was already light den the Creation of light would not have changed anything or lit anything upp. No first there is pure darkness, Then comes the light of Creation, and the light awakens the shadows, lets us See the darkness, but if we stare into the dark we cannot see right? We dont see the demons hiding there if they do not chose to reveal themselves, then we turn the switch and see nothing again but what we saw before the dark, wich is an uplit room looking just as before. So the darkness makes us think we are blind, ”oh it is only dark it cannot hurt you”, here let me turn it on again, you see? Nothing was in the dark. So you turn of your light and walk out. Now listen, the dark is is not empty but you dont see what is inside right, but the dark is filled with thick dark forces, energies of the Evil, the fallen ones, so they are made of the same shades and color so that you cannot see them. And you keep this up, light on, lights off, not realising that everytime you turn the light on you are charging the dark matter making it stronger for everytime. But then when the one True light comes forward it lights EVERYTHING up, making you see what you cannot see, making it Known to you, what you did not know or see you now know but can you see? Can you see the demons walking around you? Can you see their human form? They look like any other, melting in, coming from the darkness and can be seen in the light. Ruling the Evil forces out in the open and with the help of the light, you can see it. Still you cannot. But you know it is true. Light is dark, and dark is light. Truth is a lie and a lie is the truth. There is not only two sides of a coin, yes sure you can see two sides, but these sides are shifting places with eachother and goes from 1. Light and Truth 2. Dark and Lies 3.Lies and truth 4. Light and lies 5. Dark and truth and it rotates between them TAKING along with them all aspects of everything, rotating and spiraling between prechosen options, and so when you flip your coin you never know which side it is gonna show you. Let us say it showed you the side you wanted and you get happy and excited, but do you really know it is a good sign? Because you cannot see which of all billions of sides the coin chose to bring along with this ”lucky flip”. You see the One side that you asked for but do you really think that is all? You think God made your coinflip an isolated event ONLY? No all things go together and so that flip brings along all sides with it in this One side. Sure it might be a good sign for you but you never know what or who or when the coin decides to show you the True side and intention of the side you already seen. What happens then? Anything can happen, you dont know what your destiny have chosen for path, the blow can come quick or take years. You might see, you might not. So try say a prayer and flip your coin… what did it choose?…
One thing is for sure, i made my choice a while ago, you just have to learn see the signs of the time.
You never come those times you say it, still you fucking Leaving me everyone of this times. Run away if you want to. Im not gonna chase anymore. You are pushing My whole family to the fkn grave, i cannot ask my mom to give me som more fkn money, i have 1-200 a day that i spent now almost everyday and not even that is enough… i dont even have money to buy some real goddamn food… you that are sooo fucking ”capable” cannot even provide the basic stuff for me.. that tells me something. So if it is all about the fkn money then here 0763267677 ”Daddy”, now show me the truth, you want me or you dont? Yes and tell O he owes me 5000 that he Said i would get if i manage to ”keep myself alive”… why have he not given me them? Because you dont really care.. you wont use my number to preovide for me, still i put it up here and embarrasing myself with soon walking around just as poor as always. ”Haha she put out her nr and actually think someone is going use it to give her money…”, no i dont actually think that.. ”if your so powerful why dont you ask Satan to give you money and prove to us that he did?” Sorry but he/they wont give me a single shit, why? Because they are decieving me and decieving you. You aint gonna se me walking around with a sudden increase of money, not even a tiny bit so i can eat some goddamn real food every day… so why do i even bother? Because im desperate, and because im Loyal so i put this up like they are asking me to… knowing i aint getting Shit in this world. They dont rly care for me can you not see that? Its pretty obvious. If they were dont you think they would be able to to all things they promise? Yes they would. But they are not and so that makes things pretty easy to figure out, THEY DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME.
Hey piggys!! all of you others come here to the edge of the SwineCliff. Now i’ll let you Too Fall’Ow me like some fucking flightless bird motherfuckers. There goes 1. 2.. 3… 4…. 5…..6……7…….8……..9………10……….11………..12…………13…………. How you feel down there?… 😂
Adaptive Genetic Algorithm, Adult Guardianship Act, Aquatic Gardeners Association, Angel Gate Academy, Art Glass Association, Alpha Hydroxy Acid, Artists Helping Artists, American Hypnosis Association
Dialog
Borta igen
D LET ME FUCKING FEEL IT! BURN ME LIKE A MOTHERF’ucker. What are you a Paimon’Playboy pathetic piece of CheaT’sHitass.. not a question.. fuckbunny. so yes MrfuckingP, hoEs it gonna be? Me The Only one fucking Worthy, no matter the pain i will feel no shame, i’ll be put onto you and you motherfucking know it. Or your other ugly totally worthless SNOWBUNNYS? Chose that if you wanna continue your hell’IshEXfuckingSPRIENCE and continue to feeel like the most tiny pathetic HATED pedophile stalker loser in EXISTENCE the rest of eternity? I can Go soo much lower for yoU so come on ”9/11 drag me down to hell with you, come closer…clooser…cloooser….HEY Tiny’d??? [[>>::::Come now you mfkn dickhead and Fall Before Your Fkn Queen!::::<<]]
Jaha ni säger ni haft full kontroll från början. Hur kommer de sig ni måste ha sånt här just nu då? Om ni har possessat mig mer så har ni redan kontroll. Fattar inte….
RFID= frid, de frid=the freed. The differ id=decipher ID=try deCipher me they say, priests: try EXorSize our daughter now, give it all you have got (left). Know what? We already Won so, we know you gonna keep try to pray to God, remember we control your hope and by doing so you’re breaking Our Law because we have told you to Leave her alone time and again but you keep breaking the law and ingage in criminal activities with Our Daughter, which will eventually lead to you going to Jail for a long time. One type of hell we call DprssN:: Dea’dDownPissed ones: You are now your own downpissed ShameBattle. You are DeSpICEd. F
Figure out for your fucking selves what the pictures mean… dont have time to waste My time on you!
THE SATAN BUG 