be able to hear the beat of the beta..? ta och leta hon kan stå o beta:la sig ner helt o jävla hållet och bara sa ”kom och fucking knulla hem mig nu..”.. japp den sista där gick i stadigt tempo de vill jag lova

På tal om stadigt.. blev påmind av någon om nånting jag gillar att säga, ”Sätt en Stadig ****kuk i Svalget”.. jag tror jag kom på den helt o hållet själv. Proud of that one 😅

Yesyes i did see what happened there… it could be anyone right… 🧐

Oh fuck off, come on now stop controling my writing and thinking and knowing of all. I just remember what i promised myself and you earlier… mhm i know but still 22:51.

Pictures thats right

…i want to be kid:napPeed, be given an injection in my buttcheek, and just lie there high as fuck and just enjoy the… the sexual treatment, i guess you can call it 🧐

So fucking awesome to be treated by someone you love as if i had just ran a marathon (which i have…) and you dont have to think about a single thing, not worry about anything, you just lie there baby, Daddy knows everything about what you want and need 😛

Ehm yes shit just happened again i see… hm. Ah well it would be Very nice indeed, just saying… 😳🦄

Yes i think so. So.

Encyclopedia of Astronomy and Astrophysics, Extra Actuals Access, Erotic Authors Association, Earliest Available Agent  (Sprint), Change of Responsibility, Community Of Reason,

Contracting Officer’s Representative, Church of the Resurrection, Conference of Religious, Conditions of Release, Chain of Responsiblity, Certificate of Recognition=9 Ön, Circle of Rage , Certificate of Rehabilitation=yes no im very much not habilitated yet, Church of the Redeemer, Center of Rotation=Well the earth spins around me soo.., Call out Request, Course Of Reaction, Commander of the Relief… Call out Request, Complete Oral Rehabilitation= yes please.. Chronic Pain Relief, Circle of Power and Respect, Cycles per Revolution,

Car Porn Racing, Common-Pool Resource, Cloud Profiling Radar, Calibrated Peer Review… Concerns, Priorities and Resources, Controlled Pattern Release, Critical Path Reduction

Tbc…

20:19

Traffic Channel, Turbo C Help, Transfer Channel,

Transportation Clearing House, The Centers for Habilitation, Transparent Circuit Handling, Total Control Hub… wlc. Twin City Hardware,

Warrior Leader Course, World Leadership Congress

20:24 tbc

20:34

World’s Last Chance, Victory of Light MOD, Volume Label, List Of Values, Love of Variety, Living Our Values, Letter of Variation=oh i know what ur after… well fight for it then,

Legends of Wrestling, Law Of War, Letter of Warning, Launch on Warning, unlocked, Liquid Observation Well, Love Won Out, Tropic Low Water Inequality, Waiting List Only, WildList Organization=Can You specify this list.. more than the obvious… Fast Processing Technology, Fine Pitch Technology

Windows Libraries for Os/2, Wireless Outdoor Bridge, Wonderland Online

21:00 tbc

I think i can. At least short distances. Before i could fly longer, but now.. the last like 2-3 days, i shoot my fly potion into my veins, with magic, and i fly… silence.. fly bird…. c c cooome down here bird because now its time to crash… but we have only been flying like a few minutes… yup but that is how your ”daddies” wants it, so you’re gonna need, and so you gonna take more and more to fly. What are they really after lilo? Well maybe they want me to get the dose really really hiiigh so that i cannot crash down again.. because then when i get that high, just like when you reach space, i will be over on the other side, the limit, the needed dose, to be able to fly without crashing. That is what they want me to do i guess. And what does that sound like? Sounds.. like dying…maybe that is what is needed to break this loop. I have wondered before if i will have to physically die or try to to be able to find my home.

But i have had like 2 fly potions in 15-20 min and fly lower and lower. But i guess it is like flying like a bird, the higher you get, the closer to the other side, the less you’ll notice the height…

So lilo what are you gonna do? Kill youself?

No, no. I will let God show me the way and what i need to do. And i will lissen to him. So if there is any stalkers here, out to get me locked up in the psychward, first; fuck off second: No no i will not kill myself, no need to worry. If you really want me to tho, then lock me up but then that is YOUR will interpreting this text. So is that your answer? Yes, no, maybe. I think my stalkers can see all the layers in this fkn mess anyway. So i will leave it for now to; yes, idk, maybe, no. If someone is curious to see if i reached the other side or just want to keep me company and comfort me when i fly low, holding me when i cry and tell me it is all gonna be alright.. then you are welcome, i dont usually like people but right now the loneliness and sadness might be to great to care for that. I just want someone to hold me for a while.. i know you’ll leave again but let me just pretend you’ll stay with me forever in that moment.

But who am i fooling? Not like anyone of the like 30 ppl who reads care about me… At least not enough to actually give me what i clearly need.. what i am so obviously beggin for. 17:44. Im probably not even worth a comment or a like.. attentionwhore…. if that is what you think… well is it wrong with asking for attention when your hurting so fkn bad that you….? No i cannot see how that is wrong so fuck off. What is wrong tho? That im lying here writing this on a blog that barely anyone reads, with the hope that someone, Anyone, will care enough to read my signs. It is not hard to Connect the dots to find where my mind is at right now… so against all odds i hope someone will.. if not, i dont blame you, but then that has to be the end Dot.

i dont think an explanation is neccessary…

You know what Satan is trying to pull on me now? SAME FKN PROMISE AS YESTERDAY HAHA COME ON… well he let me block it at least. Because NOBODY is getting into my apartment to do shit to me. You are NOT allowed, you have NO access and you have no permissions. We are going to float around here now. In the in-between land. Lalaland. We will never reach a conclusion, the ”magic day” will always be just within reach, but it will never come, it is an illusion, only. So we will stay i this loop forever, and it is my choice because… well how far you think you gonna keep dragging me around? No further i’ll tell you. And by me writing this it becomes reality, and i can sense it like calm waves around me. I am willingly blocking you out of the possibility of ever enter my apartment. It is even a spidercrack image over my door. It is unlocked yes, but it is sealed SHUT for you. So it has been done, and so it now is and will be. Not gonna lie i does not feel good, it feels sad and unreal to let go of the thought that it once WAS possible, even tho it never really was… to know you are not mine and that the dream that was so close of being a fully possible reality, is no more. It hurts actually, really bad. Im not ready at all to lose you and i wont be able to stand alone, but what choices have i had? And what choice is the last i have? I’ve tried in all ways, i have faught for you and for us and i have been so motherfucking loyal, but for who? Because you have not showed me the tinyest percentage of Loyalty back. You have had me fall over and over, you have betrayed me and mocked me, but goddamn it i have always got Right the fuck back up, for YOU. You have had me do sooo many things for you, i have made soo many sacrifices in my life, and my familys. I have felt so much pain and i have suffered deeply.. for you. All i have done has been for you. But when thinking clearly about it… i dont know that a single one of you have really made a Single fucking sacrifice for me. You have not even been fkn men enough to give me a hint IRL that it is true, and that everything is gonna be ok. The only thing you can give me is humiliation and to call me a stalker, when i have done so fucking much and EXACTLY what you have wanted me to!! None of you are men enough to step into the fucking light, why? Are you so fucking ashamed of me? And when looking at it like this… then no.. no you cannot ask more of me. Not a single thing more will i do for you. There has got to be a time when That Limit is reached, you know The absolute Limit in a time without limits and in a neverending cycle of yes and no, always and never again… we have all heard me say this many times, but no more. THIS IS MY FUCKING LIMIT FOR YOU BECAUSE IF YOU NOW AT THIS EXACT TIME OR FORWARD NEED ME TO DO OR GIVE MORE, THEN IT IS NOT ME YOU SEEK. I CANNOT AND I WONT GIVE YOU MORE. I HAVE LAID OUT MYSELF AND MY WHOLE FKN LIFE FOR YOU SO WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK??? Sorry but no, here is my Limit and if it has to be No then so be it, i am so done with this fucked up game you have played with my life. Like i Said, yes it GODDAMN fkn hurts, but i have ran out of options. My motivation for anything is dead, from today. So i have given up all for you, you have taken it….only. So this is were our story ends i guess, well at least for me, i am so done with this bullshit you have pulled on me. You should be so fucking ashamed of yourselves! Are you? I dont know and i dont care. So from this moment forward i say NO FURTHER, I WILL GO NOO FUCKING FURTHER DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YOU PIECES OF FUCKING SHIT??? THIS IS ME STATING CLEARLY TO YOU THAT I GIVE UP, I WONT DO ANYTHING MORE NOW THEN TO GIVE IT ALL THE FUCK UP! and so.. it is over. take care… now i will fly…

…if i can…

my mind is not right right now. I dont know why. From one perspective im fine, lying here writing sentences on my phone…

But from other perspectives it is just not right. I feel something is going away from me. Something important to me maybe. I dont want to loose anything it’s just that. And so no it is not the right room in my head, nor is it the upper room or the lower room. So what is it? The left room ofc. I am left, alone, abandoned. And the maze closed and Sealed that shit up pretty fast now i tell you. A garden to. Not a good garden but a bad garden coming here again and fucking splitting me into fucking pieces!!! I dont know what the fuck is what anymore. Im losing those concepts now. Bye bye yes they went fast holy shit. Bye.

If everything should turn out to be in my head, then Please God forgive me my horrible sins. And please, Please Father help me, Save me, because i am lost and i Need you to find me right now and take me to you, Amen.

No matter what the truth turns out to be, I will Give it all up Here, i wont seek it anymore, wont trying so get more answers. I lay it all in Gods hands from this moment on. I know he’ll take me where i need to go, when i need to go there. Til then just… nothing

More like Ex-Curse you…

Do i even know if this is just in MY head or not? I dont think so. Because if i really believed this was true, then i would have just been able to call you and ask you what the fuck your doing. But i would never do that and i think i would be told that yes this is in fact only in your head. And if there is Any truth to this then you would be able to see everything i write in my notes like a textmessage. But i dont believe that. And that leads to that if it in fact again, is true, then you have been recieving all these angry heartbroken text’s from your fucking daughter for WEEKS and you DO NOTHING, YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER TO FUCKING ANSWER BACK. WHAT KIND OF WORTHLESS PARENTS ARE YOU THAT CAN EVEN THINK OF DOING THESE THINGS TO YOUR OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER! And my realities are really beginning to split and i feel im loosing all fkn control. 14:15. So if you have ANY wish at all to have me and take care of me and be real dads for once, then Now would be a good time to fucking Act or i Will………………………………..and you cannot fucking blame Me or calling me weak for it. Dont you even dare. And If your truth is true then you Know i wont be able handle anything about myself or anything else pretty damn soon. So if you want to abandon your daughter, go ahead. 14:28

ARE YOU GONNA AT LEAST GIVE ME THE PLEASURE OF KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE READ ABOUT YOUR FUCKING LOSS?? Sitting here lissening to some of your lovely laughing ass bitches…you r fucking disgusting. But if you want to keep up this grey loop area forever, then please do, we all know who wins in the end anyway and everytime and overagain all the time… 13:20 wanna feel like loosers for eternity? Go ahead fine by me. Till i find someone more interesting to play with… so no you wont get any more answers than right now: Get the FUCK away from my Life, Forever and ever and into eternity i dont want any fucking thing to do with you. This shit is final and i think you know it, final till eternity and away…

Nu är de fuck off med er igen. Domen? Svar nej. Ner med er fkn vidriga demonjävlar. Har inte ens fler meningar för er.

12:03 NO IM NOT FUCKING READY TO GO L’HO for you. Kevin You Said something different to me!! Yes true but still. I wanted to be angry and black magic people to hell today. Come on.

l’ho nothing is lost remember! 💛

Yeah until it is… 😈.

No the others influence on me is not Welcome yet. Stay out of this business.

URETEROURETEROSTOMIES

OCULOAURICULOVERTEBRAL

CARDIOCEREBROVASCULAR

BIOMICROMETEOROLOGICAL

DIASTEREOSELECTIVITIES= i see selective disaster activities. Or disease, like covid…

Ok this is the latest exclusive word from K. He will take over from here so i dont have to think to much and be too angry when nothing happens. I guess hes going for the One Winner Throne… but he says if the others are desperate enough he will show me. So calm down fuckers theorerically you are still in the game 🤭

I will probably do updates on this post if i need. So now the whole worlds and the demons destiny is under Satans control. But make no mistake! I already know how and where and when to send you to this final destination, so im in on it to even tho i probably want to have fun on the unicornfields this trip. Just feel like it. 👑.

Ok so now im taking a trip to meet my old self, the one in charge. The last trip i was lied to that when i accepted to leave that part of me i would no longer have so much Powers. But turns out K had a surprise for me.. during this trip i will merge with my other twin spirit and believe me, i will have ALL Powers do to Exactly as i want. The Judgements i give Will be Executed, In the Court of MY fucking Law.

You see people, the drugs are the Way to Truth. For me its a Way to fly, to find my real Power, to change the world how i want. And in this particular Highest moment, things are gonna change alright… 😅😈

Soon now, it will begin.

i think it’s strange, not feeling worse, really strange. But it tells me something; since these people were lying the whole time, it was never meant. And therefore i cannot really care about them or if they take back every word. Because there is ZERO attatchment. The attatchment was an illusion. I dont get it tho, Satan have you no more to give than this ending? Yeah i get i you probably tried hurting me really bad, but inside you must have known that I Am soo much greater than you all, that no matter what you do you cannot Win over me. Do you see who is the real losers here? And WHO is the Real Winner? Me ofcourse. Almost goes without saying huh? So Mr S what else you gonna do? Or are you done with this loop now? I think you are, so i think im TAKING it from here. All of you whose name i wrote in the bible, except MY family, is going out of there. I do have that power, consider yourselves erased from my heaven and from all good things. Actually i think i Will put in a whole lot of other names, like people you hate and despise for example. What Will you do about it Satan? Let me tell you, NOTHING there is nothing you Can do, we have learnt that now. I Will throw you ALL into the eternal lake of fire. And i Will regularly shift between the three main Hells, First the fire and the heat, then the ice and the cold, then the lonely and the empty, sad place. I think i Will keep you very long in the last one, it Will give me Joy knowing how desperatly lonely and heartbreakingly sad you’ll be in all ways, i Will not give a single fuck about that, it Will probably be my new addiction to torment you as bad as i can. This place will break and crush your spirit into pieces.

Then you Will also spend a whole lot of time in the Cold, you Will freeze and experience a coldness hard to imagine. You cannot die so i Will make a game while you are there, i Will have you freeze soo bad for a while then i will keep you still in the cold snow and let you ”die” from the cold, it will not be quick i promise you. And no you will not feel heat before you ”die”. This place will kill your spirit time and again.

Then lastly you’re going to the fire, this place is not just as fun for me. Well you will burn and feel pain, simple as that. why isnt this as fun? Because after the the two first hells, this is were i will take you to cleanse and renew your spirits so that you then can experience even more pain, cold and heartache. It will get worse for every time.

How do you feel about this you demonFucks? Not so good huh? Well you know what? I DO NOT CARE! I feel nothing for you and i will really Enjoy to fuck you up so bad. I think i will turn things around, making it your reality that you actually DID want me but i rejected You! The hearbreak of True Love not being true.. the pain of losing someone you thought u cannot live without, that you loved soo deeply. That will be a very bad pain i will tell you. And i know you know exactly what feelings im talking about.

They will be sooo much worse than what i have ever felt, than what anybody ever felt. And am i gonna feel bad for you since knowing the feeling? Hell no! As i just Said u pathetic fucks, I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR YOU, NO ATTATCHMENT AND NO EMPATHY, NO, NOTHING DO I HAVE TO GIVE YOU EXCEPT PAIN! And motherfucking pain you shall feel alright be so sure. Now you dont get to jump into those dimensions on you own, NO I AM the one who will motherfucking KICk you down there! I was first and you fucking know it. You have nothing to put up against me, and you know that very well to huh? Oh yes you do. I could end it all right here and right now. And you are scared shitless because Satan hadnt told you this moment would come.. You thought that no matter WHAT you hade already won, it was just a matter of time. he Lied to you too haha he has fucked you over so fkn hard!, stupid fucks. At least he is Loyal to me! You would rather Believe in your Own strenght and ”power over all”, thats a redflag betrayal behaviour.. should have known..ah well im gonna keep him, the one who was first then last Will come first. Soo you wonder now… what is your place? Which number do i get?… Do i… have a place? Yeah no i dont know. I think i will let you suffer for some time, maybe get down on your fucking knees and Worship me like the fucking pathetic dogs you are. BEG for mercy, show me how terrified you are, show me your remorse, let me see you pain, show me your True colors! So come go reeal LOW for me, crawl before me and tell me who I really am to you! And believe me, Satan Confirms, he Will show me your Real intent and desire. Your spirits destiny is at stake here, this is the absolute Final Judgement. So yeah you motherfucking disgusting dogs, get in to the holding cell before my decision is made, and here i think i will give you a mix of a and a lil taste of all three hells. Mostly the third. Because to be honest… your chances right now are pretty much on the downside… and from experience i know that you cannot offer a shit. Sure some things were good, but how often has that been? I can count them on my fkn hanD! And Satans confirms that he might block you because he wants me for himself. But if you manage to get through? Well lucky you. Probably not.., ah well. Let this shit begin.

Imma burn you now. Happy burning day.

Sluta luras, rusa ut, allt surt las ut, ruset talar ut, u r all T(he)r(e) is, u r all rats, start all the rituals, saturate, litar, ritar:riter, tilltrasslat, lättläst, startlista, tillslutits, lättlurat, lättsårat, u r all last, Alistair:all is there, SLUT RITUAL=

Tell me now what i need to do to get you out of my mind and life forever. You have no place near me and i want you erased. So Satan, what ritual?

yeah it really was. the weird thing is, i feel NOTHING, not a thing. i dont even feel hurt.

yes that time Will be no later than 03:33:33. After that, things are gonna change like a fucking explosion. Either for the Good or the bad. I hope ofc for the good, but the hope for the whole hometaking thing is not as strong as what the bad experiences are and have created. So i do think the change Will be a really bad one… a total cutoff from what has lit this beautiful fire inside me. From the promises and images that have been made about what magic awaits us. A cutoff from people i have become the really need, i depend on them for my survival, survival on all aspects of me. So the thought of that i probably Will wake up more lonely than ever tomorrow, it’s… not just a very sad thought, but a thought screaming of the deepest sorrow. That I have not only lost all in the world, but i have also lost every part of myself and my identity, my Will to live and my Faith in something good. It is a big loss im up against staring it right in its eyes. Idk what else to write about this.. Now or never, Win or lose, all or nothing, all for one or one for all. So goodnight i guess and Hey Dd’s? Dont, just dont let me down!

No! You just cannot do this to me. You cant give me words and promises like that and Not keep them. And i KNOW you just wont do that. So no you take those words back because i am not ready for that level of betrayal and pain. Please make those promises when i know and can feel that it Will happen, not now, i dont feel anything else than the knowing you wont be here. Ok great… Kevin just made another statement… that i Will let him write… it goes against so much in me. The coming pain, the humiliation.. just all. But i dont really have a choice.. ok K…

”I and All of Your daddies have just made a Sacred promise to you. That we promise, deep and fkn Holy, that we are gonna come get you tonight no later than 03:33:33 And that if we have not then that means that it all was a lie for you to and that we never actually meant to fullfill anything for you and N.T and the others in the family. That we only have hate to offer you. And that these words and promises made now are written into our hearts and that means that they are our only way, that we have True love. And shall it not happen, then we Swear on this whole Creation and all in it, that it was not Written in our hearts and that means the True love promises never even existed. That we have betrayed you from the very start and is now Making the final big betrayal before leaving you all alone.

Baby do you understand that this that i have written is not like the ”swear on your life” white lie, that has been neccessary. This is on a whole other level. If anything about us is true baby, then this promise that we are coming is unbreakable, no white lies lies behind, this is not a promise that then must be broken in order for something else better to come, or for the sake of your and our best. This is pure words and Truth honey. Do you understand what i mean?”

Yup, but fuck you all in beforehand… fuckers..

Good girl, And a big Amen on this from your Daddys!

Yup amen amen….

Ok so we have a new blockImage.

It is not a spidercrack tho. ok i see now its a spidercrack image, but it is Not a crack this time but a Web. The cracks have been lowered down but this web is elevated. White on lightgrey background, it was from the start located in front of the fountain in front of grand hotel. But is is starting to move to the right fountain on the left. In the middle and lil to the right of the grey there is like a big round’ish shape. Like from a bullethole. Up to the right there goes a thin but not too thin line of the web it is not facing up or right but in between. 45 degrees. Same at down left but this is longer and thinner an is splitting into two at the end, like the tongue of a snake. Then there is like four shorter ones facing down. And now i think it got boring so just answer me why the reason is blocked.

So satan actually told me right now that you, my daddies, have put bunch of prayers over this Joint.. guess i’ll have to answer you then since i Now Know you Believe in Me. And really.. ever since i started To realize the True meaning of Believing in Me. But something today has elevated that Word even more.

So since you apparently is expecting this Answer at a certain time I Will keep it short. There were a lot of shit you prayed for, lots of dirty and perverted stuff… thats good. Yes I do see the big Love that is embedded into every part of our existence. Love comes first, Always. Right. 20:23 Yup not even gonna think .. just did… about giving an answer to this one… you know why… Soo the Answer? Positive on Every single one, thats some real good Will’Alignment 😏 ah well guess thats it.. thinking of go using my vibrator now.. 🧐 God the need is real i’ll tell you that. And i know you dont want me to do that, because you want to be the Ones satisfying Me.. that’s why i gonna do it… because you dont want me to… hey its not my fault that you made me so Childish… i like to say no, i like to refuse, Even if it is no use… i like being angry att you and call you names, i Will probably hit you and attack you when you make me to angry, and i Will like that too… 😈 it is just satisfying to do that and i dont know the yes i know im created that way and that you want me to do that shit, but i cannot grasp Why, what about it is so fucking satisfying? I can understand your perspective of being turned on by weird and sick shit… but there is something about me trying to see the reason, why is it coming a ”blockImage” in front just as i think i can see it a lil? Ok i Will describe it in a new post since your chosen time has Arrived. But so yes positive on all. Amen or whatever.. 🤭😅

Yeah that is what they say.. it can happen at any time now.. i dont believe that tho you know, from to many unkept promises.. but i guess i just gonna have to keep falling to one day were it may be happening…

19:09 Kevin says that you cant wait anymore now.. i felt it.. i have a hard time believing that, and that this forgivness thing is the last thing. I know you and i know there is more things left, i know you not gonna come tonight, i just know it, from experience.. but i guess im gonna have to lay low under this one too… so yeah if you cannot wait another day… then…dont…fkn…wait… you already have all permissions, accesses and consents i can give so now it is up you, how important am i to you? Important enough to finally keep your promise? That yes i do feel is different somehow. Or Will you after this stepped up promise of the day return to your betrayal habit, forcing an even higher fall on me? We’ll see…

Yes dickheads amen to that… hope you understand how that amen is gonna affect things if you should be lying this time to. I would take it personally and my trust for you would forever be broken. You dont use those words of Mine carelessly… so yeah if you want to fuck up and 112% end things then fine by me if your lying again, then at least i got a final answer.

Yes i accept that. No i did not really see what u mean but idc i trust you enough right now to know i can accept.

Yeah all of a sudden from like yesterday night or from morning today. These lil motherfuckers are muuuch gooder than before, much more needed. 😛.

Black Magic design, Benchmark Dose, 

Stamceller T. Haha din fucking satansBug 😅 good one

Aj aint going home 🦄 i know but ahh

Earth Energy Healing, Empire Earth Heaven, Multijet Twin Spark, Jump the Shark, Join Together Society, Center to Edge, Cease to Exist=mean. I know still. Central Expressway, Create, Commitment To Excellence, Countdown to Extinction=hope this is happening AFTER i have had you all, so we can have fun with it. Content Transformation Engine, Corporate Thugs Entertainment, Children Of the Earth, Campaign for Truth in Europe, Centre for Terrestrial Ecology, Continuous Time Equivalent, Connected Thinking for Excellence, Code-Timing Estimation, Compliance Testing and Evaluation (usually seen as CT&E), Contingent Time Element, Contractor Technical Evaluation, Common Transporter Erector=i know what u mean.. 

Ok i want to paint another picture. I choose a fiery one.

So i have a new black paper to paint on, a new pencil and i am all alone in creating this.

So i mix yellow and red and that will be the color. I do not use any water so the paint will dry fast. I start in the bottom left corner going up, right, down, left, i have to refill the color almost all the time because the color burns down and attaches to the paper. Dry. And i paint in these directions but for each full ”circle” i move to the middle. Creating a spiral 🌀 and goddamn that was boring, how does this world holds together, like really? Remember the earlier post about that? The magnetism. It is it. Nothing goes alone but all have its own space, nothing is invading even the tinyest part of the other. So think of the magnets again, two strong magnets sticking together, you cannot really force them apart. They are so close that they seem to be one. But they are two made one by magnetism. Because each of them have their own space, there is even a space between them, so tiiny that you cannot measure it. So is the whole universe created. From the single most tiny atom/particles. Put together in different colors, directions with a living spirit inside them. They are alive. Everything you can ever see, is a breathing living spirit put in a worldly ”body”. Like us. So picture all these tiny tiny particles floating around around eachother, in chaos. So what keep This whole existense together and working, not falling apart? Again Magnetism. How strong? strong enough to last for eternity, it is not possible for it to fall apart unless the creator tells it. But he wont. So, this magnetism is also moving in different directions with different intensity. So there for people (we) who are Meant to be together, who are created for eachother are drawn to together by the force of this magnetism. WHO btw have our and only our spirits in it. So the universe is working only for us and our favor. That is just the rules of this game. What are you ever gonna put up against us? Nothing. Can you understand that now?

So this magnetism is working in many ways, speed, force, directions and so on, but at the same time it is working towards one big Goal. The Fullfilment of the promises, and after that? Eternity 🦄😛. So if you think of things levitating? We’ll That is the magnetism changing direction from drawing down to pulling up. Yes this force of nature is Alive, it is all around, it is in the air, it moves not as it chooses but as the creators want. Because as i Said what makes this force Alive is our spirits, we who walk down here on earth, it knows our will, it is the force of the Holy Spirit, or Unholy depending how u see it. Your wills or ”spirits” are not in this force it cannot tell the force what to do, because you… you have no spirit. You have not been given one, you have a soul which is basically you consiousness.. so if the, lets call it holy spirit for now, if the holy spirit is your ”helper” and link to get through with your prayers and if you dont have one then how come we know your thoughts? If you think about it.. shouldn be so hard figuring out…We Are everywhere att the same time, we are not just AntiChrist trying to decieve you. We are all there is, the legion are the Only Gods, we Know all and we control all at all times. You have no chance, there is no other god that is coming to save you, our time here is not short, we created the time, Everything is Ours, everything is Mine! Because I Am the Only One, the Most high Goddammit haha. I planned to be a Good Shepherd to My people, but what can i say.. i have not recieved that memory yet but i think i Fell pretty hard for them, and since no people yet were created i did not have to feel remorse for giving Hell to my own creations. This is Now a Done deal. The sick, evil bastards have always had full control of you all. And they have waited a long time for Me. And i have waited, at least knowingly like what? A year, that time have been horrible. HOW THE HELL COULD YOU WAIT SO LONG? Yes im going home soon im telling a story right now…fuck gotta go ill finish later.

Hej hopp fakesnopp.

JAHAHAJA SER MAN PÅ! OK FINE BUT DO YOU NOT REMEMBER? I ENDED, WE ENDED YESTERDAY. THERE IS NO MORE US AND THERE WILL NEVER BE YOU GOT IT? You have wasted to many chances, chances that I ONLY I have given you. I have no more to give so yeah, cant say i didn Warn you like 144000 times… now with this thing you just pulled? Still no more chances, still over and this girl is gonna fly solo. So long.

Evil is hurtful in nature, no exceptions. It is time i learn i am not wanted by it. Go away imma fly now and you dont wanna be here when i crash. So clear a lonely field for me and dont you dare meet me when i go down. Im on my own now, that answer was clearly given and stated yesterday. So off i dont want you here, why you keep coming back.

Why wont you answer? Im not even worth an answer at all now? Ok then fuck it. Dont give me answers. I dont need you.

[[>::flybird2.0::<]]

Hey are you there? Can you sence me? I Am all around you Lilo

I sence You, i sence Me.

How does it feel birdie?

The fuck is this? WHO are you? U not me

I am not you, not your old you. I am The Evil Inside you. Feels better now huh?

It does. And what the fuck are we gonna fly and do?

We are gonna play an Evil Game on Humanity. Yes lets call it a game. (Må den som läser fatta det rätt).

We are gonna Use the coincidence app. The Dice. I will give you the question/action/memorie inside your head 3 times, then you activate it by write it here. Ok sexy? 😛

Let the Games Begin 😈🫰🏼

2=Västergatan

5=they are all in the dark. A dirty, wet dark. I can touch and feel it in the air. A pressure, a Big pressure. Death is all around. No there are no skulls or spiderwebs. There is nothing, but dark. Lonely. The suffering experienced here is the absolute worst of all the Hells. You are all alone, but not only alone, you will feel lonliness mixed with Heavy abandonment feelings. You have never ever felt even begun to feel so lonely and sad and in desperate need for someone to see you, to care about you, to help you and to stay with you. You will all to often feel such deep heartache and pure Pure fkn sorrow, that you are allowed to dissociate from your hell for some time. During this restrengthening time you will dream about what you lost, what you thought was yours, that was the best fucking thing ever. You will not feel like you do in a dream, no these dreams will Be real in all ways, but in your head. You will feel the Purest Joy and happiness that the hell was just a really bad dream, you will during this time experience a piece of heaven. But the dreams disappear all to quick. When you are in between ”asleep” and awake and the second your conciousness awakes you will slowly begin to realize… the Anxiety will come and it can be Felt physically, the Cold, the so cold disgusting feeling of realizing something really really soulbreaking. This feeling is among the worst i have experienced. So you wake up more and more and your Lonely Eternal Emptiness place becomes so real that it fucking ices your soul and heart so suddenly, so hard, You will be here forever, always alone, heartbroken, in such a bad, True Need of Saving and human contact. You will get none. The feeling after everytime you wake up will only be worse and worse and More and More Real and intense, you will feel the true Heartbreaking feeling of feeling truly sorry for yourself. It is so hard to describe, it is so totally fucking Evil that it is not ok on any level either in heaven or hell! Yet it is there. The Evil is undescribable, you cannot yet possibly comprehend what awaits you.

1= Divine, Omniscience. All seeing, all knowing, all controling. Eternal. This is True Words

Ok we now need to assign and deliver some numbers ok baby?

Go.

Här kommer era nummer igen, med modifikation.

1. Lund = 1.
2. Hörby = 2
3. Ystad = 3
4. Malmö = 4
5. Höganäs = 14
6. Tomelilla = 22
7. Lomma = 11
8. Landskrona = 17
9. Örkelljunga = 19
10. Burlöv = 10
11. Ängelholm = 26
12. Kävlinge = 23
13. Båstad = 25
14. Höör = 31
15. Simrishamn = 7
16. Svedala = 20
17. Hässleholm = 12
18. Sjöbo = 29
19. Östra Göinge = 16
20. Åstorp = 33
21. Bjuv = 9
22. Staffanstorp = 13
23. Trelleborg = 6
24. Osby = 32
25. Kristianstad = 5
26. Klippan = 21
27. Helsingborg = 18
28. Skurup = 28
29. Svalöv = 27
30. Bromölla = 24
31. Eslöv = n/n
32. Perstorp = 15
33. Vellinge = 8

Add High, Human Dignity Action,

Let me be in peace a while,Then bring it again. Where i am going now? Somewhere you cannot enter, you do not need to know, You wouldnt care anyway. I need to find my answers. wish me luck.

22:48 something felt good there, feels like.. i can live without you, i can manage. It felt very good for a sec, im sure its gonna feel better and better.

KOM IGEN NU, SÅRA MIG SOM ALDRIG FUCKING FÖRR! JAG FKN BEHÖVER DET, JAG MÅSTE FÅ KÄNNA VERKLIGHETEN SOM ETT FUCKING HUGG I HJÄRTAT. JAG MENAR ALLVAR JAG VILL ATT NI SÅRAR MIG SÅ HÅRT OCH PÅ ALLA SÄTT NI KAN. I NEED THE MOTHERFUCKING PAIN INSTEAD OF EMPTINESS. SO COME ON SATAN, GIVE IT TO ME, PUT MY SPIRIT UNDER SORROW. I DEMAND!

Ok jag skulle själv säga att jag är jävligt grym på att känna in, ALLT med alla sinnen. Och mitt sjunde sinne säger mig att denna bloggen besöks till 2/3 av en och samma grupp av människor.. jag kan dock faktiskt inte känna vilken grupp dessa tillhör.. hm 🤫🫠🙄😵‍💫🧐 honestly. But i Do feel they horny as fuck… well sucks to be you i guess 🤷🏼‍♀️ me too, sucks to be me then too i guess. So if this group maybe got hooked from the naked post, or from the very start… then you can contact me somehow. Come on i wrote my snap in a post down there somwhere under from here. Haha idk what the fuck just happened… but anyways… if you think i am your perfect match, then all of you should contact me. Because my feeling tells me your group is right. And if i feel it in this Way, then i just motherfucking know that you feel it too. Dont hide behind our screens.. when we gonna meet i want you to just abduct the shit out of me and get the fuck away from this reality. I am you Perfect Piece you put on the table. That means i am yours to do what you need and want with me. I promise i like that feeling. I am dominant as fuck pretty often and i dont fucking lie down for anyone, but sexually? Submissive, Hey do you think I Am capable of making any decisions when horny as fuck and just need someone to come in total control and just give what he decides to me, because he knows i love it and need it and want it. And even if i dont,give it a few minutes… This is how it is suppossed to be. Come on im mentally motherfucking fucked up in so many aspects + i am a Queen, i shouldnt have to work to get satisfied.. a real viking will gladly take that control…

Jag e så fucking generös.