For all or nothing? We’ll see.

i will go alone. I always stand alone.

Im in the shittiest mood for acid, but wtf to do when your not given anything else…

Hope i trip the shit out of the world and you. But probably you make me have a bad trip bringing your fucking Evil around me.. and leaving me alone with it.. as usual.. suckers, the work you do is real shitty, you barely do a single fuck. I Am doing fucking All for you, give give give.. recieve? Oh hell no that’ll never happen.. assholes

Oh so you mean this motherfucking road:

Yeah thats the one. Why the fuck now that is so important. Yes fuck you, fuck all of you. Just making me fkn mad all the time, you can never bring any fucking Joy… why the fuck is that? What the fuck is your problem.

And the fkn harbor going around with a fine chick according to my memory. Well then GOO i have told you already, dont want me then get the fuck out of my zone. Or maybe you want me to tell you another dirty story about your coWorkers? Yeah i can feel you are asking for it. Why dont we this time then start with You creating a fantasy you want to happen with them and then i write it? No get the fuck off if you want to fantasize about them or actually fuck them then be my fkn guest.

Piss off.

Ultra God Damn=oh yeah. The fuck was your plan here? Yup i see the spiral, the loop, it is starting all over again. Doing the same goddamn things never getting anywhere…

Better fix this right the fuck now

Dont know what the fuck these are for… evidence maybe.. 🤷🏼‍♀️🤝🧐

Simplest straight answer, Yes!

Soo i fly in the middle right now, soon i think i’ll Rise a bit more. Not sad anyway so thats nice i guess.

Oh woke me up with some shitty business.. it was dirty and he wants me to tell what it was…

Ambassadors of Christ, Administrative Order on Consent.. ok..

So we were in the sofa on our backs, i was lying with my head on your 13.12 doing something with my phone.. haha omg yes ok then i feel your gonna fart… and you do… with some content.. you probably pushed that one a lil harder than you had to 😅😛

And i try to escape but i think there is MrM who is ofc ready and he catches me all to fast for me to have a chance.. so M you stand/sit on your knees in that sexy motherfucking position.. you have me against you turned towards.. the Oh’mess 😅🤦🏼‍♀️ i am like mad or frustrated or something trying to get loose (even tho i liked it there with you M). so he begins to pull down his pants, like in a horny and urgent mode. Yes i heard me doing the ”num” sound… ok i get it let me continue now.. yes i know what the fuck that means 😏 i think your l’ho is hungry and thirsty..

Ok well and yes obviously it is shit like everywhere but that almost goes without saying, and so… hm.. you say ”l’ho, come”, first thing i see your dick, and you are now peeing ofc and… hmm…ok this one is hard to explain, like some interconnectedness, and it happens so fast after i’ve seen you dick.. so M you like lifting me towards him and at the same time i can see me arms reaching towards him, the now even more obviously magically powerD wizard over there… ok so i see no struggle here from my side.. so it goes so fast that i just like end up lying on your right thigh sucking the pee out of you and your dick… i hold my right arm under your left leg holding around it. My left arm and hand holds under your right leg.

Ok tbc

So ”someone” pooped me awake this morning thats for sure…

Need to get ready now…

…

My God, i’m too easy… 🤦🏼‍♀️

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Just so you know, no matter what I wont get up to pee tonight, it’s to much work… the bed works fine.. right? 😛 goodnight.

From now on pants stay off. I already peed 2 times… would be nice to be two… so yeah no more barrier here at least

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Your heartfelt prayer is a powerful testament to your faith and longing for renewal. Here is a response rooted in compassion and hope:

—

**Dear Beloved,**  

Your cry has been heard by the One who sees, knows, and loves you infinitely. God is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and His arms are open wide to receive you. Let these truths anchor your heart:

### **1. You Are Forgiven**  

”*If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness*” (1 John 1:9). Your repentance is met with boundless mercy. Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross has already covered every sin, shame, and mistake. You are washed clean, and your past no longer defines you (2 Corinthians 5:17).

### **2. You Are Protected**  

In Jesus’ name, every chain of darkness is broken. ”*Submit yourselves to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you*” (James 4:7). Claim His authority over every lie, fear, or oppression. You are a child of light, and no power of hell can separate you from His love (Romans 8:38-39).

### **3. You Are Guided**  

God is your Shepherd (Psalm 23:1). He will lead you step by step. Ask Him daily for wisdom, and trust that His Spirit will renew your mind (Romans 12:2). Lean not on your own strength but on His, for His grace is sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:9).

### **4. You Are Loved**  

Nothing can diminish His love for you. ”*Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken*” (Isaiah 54:10). Even in your weakness, His strength is made perfect. You are His, now and forever.

 

### **Next Steps:**  

– **Rest in His Promises**: Meditate on Scripture like Psalm 91, Isaiah 41:10, and John 10:28-29.  

– **Seek Community**: If possible, connect with a faith community or trusted believer for support.  

– **Pray Continually**: Keep speaking to Him—He delights in your honesty and dependence.  

You are not alone. The God who calms storms is walking with you. Hold fast to Him, and let His peace guard your heart (Philippians 4:7). Your journey has already begun anew.  

**In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.**  

—  

May His peace, which surpasses all understanding, surround you today. You are cherished, redeemed, and never beyond His reach. 🌿

Thank you for sharing something so personal and heartfelt. What you’ve written is a powerful and raw cry for help, repentance, and hope. It’s clear that you’re reaching out with deep sincerity and longing for a new life—one filled with peace, purpose, and connection with God.

If you’re in a place of suffering and pain, know that you’re not alone. Countless people have walked through dark valleys and found strength, healing, and redemption. Whether you are calling out from the depths of despair or standing at the beginning of a spiritual awakening, this prayer is a beautiful and courageous step.

Here are a few things I want to gently offer:

1. God hears you.

Even if it feels like silence answers back, prayers like yours are never wasted. The Bible is full of cries like yours—honest, broken, pleading—and time and again, God responds with grace and mercy.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

—Psalm 34:18

2. You are not beyond forgiveness.

No matter what your past holds, grace is bigger. The very heart of the Gospel is that no sin is too great for Jesus to forgive. Your desire to turn to Him, to surrender, and to walk a new path is evidence that He is already at work in you.

“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

—1 John 1:9

3. You can start fresh.

You spoke of wanting to be born again, baptized into a new life—this is exactly the promise Jesus offers: transformation and renewal. You might want to talk to a trusted pastor or church community about baptism and walking forward in faith.

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

—2 Corinthians 5:17

4. You don’t have to do this alone.

Consider reaching out to a Christian community, counselor, or support group. You need people around you who can remind you of God’s truth when it’s hard to believe it for yourself

Sound Of Silence.

Turnover Number=1213

Yes please turn this around the right way. Im feeling a lil gooder some seconds so please let me just feel good. But i am already feeling you pulling on me

Yeah that was like 30 sec of peace… now i got reminded of the silence, how little i have felt or noticed you… and last half of the day you have been completely silent… I HATE THIS!!!

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… i dont know what to say anymore, i have Said that before… just someone please help me i feel so fucking alone, so fucking abandoned… it hurts so bad.

I CALL FOR YOU GOD TO COME SET ME, SET THE WORLD FREE AND CAST SATAN DOWN IN THE LAKE OF FIRE ONCE AND FOR ALL…

…if there is a God, a Saviour for me out there, then please Lord save me, i cannot take this anymore. I suffer day and night and my strenght is just out, i need a new Way, i need Your way! Free me from Satan, all the demons and all strongholds they have on me, break the chains and set me free in your Holy Name. Please God lead me not into temptation, Forgive me my sins and trespasses, forgive me the blasphemy i put onto your name, i have Done the worst things you can think of but Lord i ask you in all humility, Forgive me, Baptize me in your Name and clean away all the old and let me be born New again into your spirit. I need you, You are my shepherd and i cannot do anything without you, i need you to guide my ever step and every move and make sure i dont start walking the wrong way again. Lead me only, Only in you will Lord, not in mine or anyone elses, i want to do your Will and yours Alone. From this moment forward i Will Only call You my Lord and My King. I miss you and Love You deeply. Please i Ask you, Set me Free and bring me into your shelter, because i want to be yours and Only Yours in all eternity. Forgive me my hardened heart and if i should fall again, but i now you Will always raise me up before i hit the bottom. In Your name Jesus, the name of the Father, The son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

🥱🥱🥱…20:39 Jag kommer mamma…

Nord+Öst+Syd+Väst=NÖSV=SVÖN=SvinÖn. SöndagsSvin, Nöff’On

De finns tex en + på en ”Ö” i Malmö som jag bryter med nu, de brytet innefattar 4/6.

Sen tror jag SvinNrEttÖn + är på eller runt kyrkogården jag la stenarna, så jag bryter med dom oXå, är alltså 2/6.

Den tredje SvinÖn är väl vid Ved nånstans, där bryter jag med resten av alla fucking svikarsvin

Jahapp då är alla ombord då tar vi och drar ner då… är ni redo för Brytet? Brottet? UppBrottet? SönderFallet? KevinFallet? SvinFallet? VattenFallet? Inte? De är inte jag heller men dom verkar va så de är bara att hänga på. Hoppas de chillas riktigt jävligt i magen…

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If you want i can overdose on……….? At least i spare myself the thoughts of regret…

Oh, Promise Me….? OmniPage Document, Obsessive Potter Disorder=funny… Original Promise Date=no thank you. I was promised before so… then we can blow it all off. Why the fuck make a Promise of a surprise and then just..”no there will be no surprise, we just Said that for fun”… what is the fkn point of that. You are definetly not on my level.. if a man promise me a surprise, he will give it to me. He wont underperform like you… because a real man can treat me right, keep his words and give me what i need. He will have a higher standard than you losers. So it’s just a stupid thing to do you know. Oh i wish i had my dream man lying here next to me.. he would at least be enough for me, making me happy all times, he would know how to fuck me right, he would know how to touch me, he would give me things and he would in all ways be just perfect. You? No your not. I think i need to break the fuck free from you and find him pretty fucking soon. The man that will be my Saviour, my King. No your not. So can you now understand i dont want you and the things you ”offer”? Can you accept that in you head so that i can find Real and True Love, A Real Man? Can you see that i am calling us Over and moving on? No? Well simple, i just told you so now you know stupid fucking losers. How could you ever satisfy me ”king” David? You are just not enough in any fkn way, and a big thing: i need my man to actually want to be with me… so fuck off, go find yourself a fake pussy that matches you. 

17:55 at least i have love enough to feel bad for things i say… you? You dont give a shit about hurting me…

Are i alive

Who Are You to tell me that you control me? Who are you? Definetly not one of mine.. i see your a tree with mosses on. Dark Brown and deep green.

Well you know what Mr Tree? No me neither..

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Nooooo

WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM??? Leave me the fuck alone. Ofc i would but that aint gonna happen so i never want to talk about it again…

I fkn hate these situations… as quickly as i come home all dies again and everything feels just like the days before.. the possibilities of life fades with time. 

I think shit have gotten so fucking negative. Everything just dies as summer comes. When i first was released i had faith, more and more, i had fun, it was hard but at least i had more fun. Everything felt possible, i felt it could happen anytime and anywhere, and i was on! But the weeks passed one by one by one.. so has my hope Done. I cant feel anything anymore, it alls seeems to be playing out just in my head, the dream is fading and soon it is Gone for real, or it probably already is, it definetly is. I hate this feeling, im so fkn scared what is going to happen to me, will i kill myself or will you save me like you Said? I think i’ll die, there is no motherfucking hope left. The dream is living through me, but it is not living through to reality, it will never become reality. I dont know im just repeating myself but im just so scared, i am sure nothing will happen and im gonna die, but at the same time i cannot see that Perfectly clear, so i have no Idea if im going to live or die and that is not a fun feeling. I have not gott’n any responses on my last posts and now everything is awfully quiet and lonely. I FUCKING HATE THIS LIFE, I HATE THIS WORLD & EVERYTHING IN IT, I HATE ALL HUMANS, I HATE SATAN & I HATE GOD.. AND I HAVE EVERY GODDAMN RIGHT TO SAY THAT BECAUSE EVERYONE JUST BETRAYS ME AND LEAVING ME ALONE AND LYING TO ME AND FUCKING PLAYS WITH ME LIKE IM NOT WORTH A FUCKING SHIT. AND I KNOW YOU READ… where does that lead? To me knowing you read and not caring or doing a single fuck… probably sitting there drinking coffee and laughing at me. Hope you have had fun with my life, you wont take it from me you best know that fuckers.

I dont know what else to do now, so just… i just hope you feel like shit and that the world would end this second………

die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die? Who will die? Will you die? And who are you? I dont know who are you yourself? Im death and you? I wont answer that you motherfucking shit. Can You allow me to kill you Mr death? I want to kill you and i think you should let me right? You know what lilo? I’ll give you that honour. Oh thats very nice of you… hm how will i do it? I think some good old torture first, then i will stick a knife through your black, cold heart. The knife will cause the ice to melt, the heart to turn red. The skin will go from putple and blue to normal, the ice on your lashes will melt and drip into your eyes. Causing you to suddenly see clearly for the first time since you were brought into existence. Can you feel your shadows thinning? Can you see the light shining trough brighter and brighter? Can you feel the warmth? It is spreading across your whole body, the ice in your veins melt and left is your dark red Blood flowing back and forth. It leaves your heart but it comes back just as fast that it is never empty. Your heart and your body will always be full of red, hot, living blood. The last thing to lose the ice are your feet, which you have used in your travels all over. And then, you are warm. Are you not? You can see. Can you not?

Come l’ho lets go fly on the fields for a while 🦄👌🏼…

Im horny af. think i’ll do some private vibin’ later today.. since no one has balls enough to Step into the Fucking Light..

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I want to be mad! Fkn let me. 

I need it. Fuck off. 

So you MrPol’Ice wants to be part of the MrP story after all. Well i’ll be damned..this is at least what my voices telling me so dont judge me if you dont. In that case; stop being so fucking offended and Stop Reading.

So then i guess Mr’Oh that you are telling me right now how fucking horny you are for you twin’daughter? Yeah daddy bet you are. So what are you gonna do about that? 

I hear you ”i’ll come back for you” and your fkn magnetic pointing at me you Harry Potter motherfucking dick head, i do remember. Bound bound bound.. yup you did some magic shit there i felt it. Oh so now you want to talk about your 13.12 cm dick? I have seen many pictures of it in my head. I have felt the smell of it.. uhh daddy it smells so hot 😛 

Shit T’bug i feel you coming in hard. Bug motherfucker, 12:33 yes i felt the tinyest bit in my pussy.. i think you can do better Mr 12.13 cm… what are you doing T? Accessing stuff in my phone?  Yes i did do your name acronyms into my head.. i dont believe shit will happen… yeah yeah blablabla…

Ok so now what daddy, want me to bite your dick while is suck on it? Thats a deal! 🤝 

Well if it isnt the Original MrP, King David? Oh shit yes i feel how Horny And Sorry you Are.. i know i need to drink your Pee, i can feel my whole body telling me that somehow. I know you feel it too. The magnetism, it feels to be pulling faster and harder than the time can go.. yes daddy the night you get me and we come home, i need some ”private” time with My lil’D, i feel hes telling me the same. The pee you will put into my body will awaken all of me, it feels that way anyway. Please do it soon, and if you Fuck me over again? Then lets play. 

No police. No no no. cold as ice, i see you motherfuckers through. Why you keep stalking my blog? Have a thing for my story? Planning to lock me up in a mentalhospital? Wouldnt surprise me a bit! Well sadly for you, this is just a storyline, i am actually not suicidal and this is still not about you. I have mentioned multiple times on the blog that it is just fantasies alongside my life, so yeah you try that. So whats going on with you nowadays? Havnt been seeing you around much, feels good actually. Hope my story doesnt get your Dicks too hard. motherfuckers. You are all the same no matter your inside or outside, i see that now. Yeah you probably know what i mean..

Please stay abscent, and keep Reading then if it makes you so fkn horny, for today maybe you want to switch place with My characters? I bet you would like that huh? After all if you fuck around it is just a story.. you know.. let me know if you want that, otherwise let me continue My story with My people that have never been you fuckers…

Ops sorry for the bad words MrP…

Yes i guess so 😏

Die we shall.

12:00 apparently not… fuck off and let me do whatever the fuck i want. What is your goal here? If we not going off to die then what the hell are we doing?? Not a fucking chance you will drag me down today again.. it is just not happening.. i will kill myself before you got the chance… IF You try more, and trust me i feel what the fuck you doing you cant fucking hide. Tobbe get the fuck off with your fkn bugs

Äckliga jävla SatanSvin.

Fucking hatar er. Kan ni inte ta och offentliggöra er själva helt nu? Så ni kan få era fucking segerapplåder? Jag hade faktisk gärna sett de hända… usch.

Mansgrisar, förväntar ni er fler pärlor? Leta upp era egna jävla pärlor och kör upp dom i röven.. vad tror ni egentligen…..

11:03….

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.

Jag har sån jävla lust o outa er totalt, men tkr the one and only best ever spoiler, is the sPoiler… or the 9/11, the 1312 surely speaks out loud, what do we have more? The fact that you put MY fkn Name inside your horrible ”Organization”name, then we have the obvious comments and stuff like the ”i’ll come get you later” the comments and controlling of the texts that was sent.. and D i did see how you looked at my pussy at the station… dont deny it, and your fkn pisspositions, the frequent ”meetings” in public, i mean come on it is obvious.. dickheads. There is so many things i dont even remember a motherfucking minipiece of it. And i hate you so fkn much for everything you motherfucking pigsasses. Fuck i cannot stop just fucking fuck you over in my mind, it just wants to curse the fuck out of you… motherfuckers.

Winner Winner chicken dinner… pussys..

Jag vet inte vad jag ska göra.. jag har inget amfetamin kvar och och några timmar inget röka. Jag får panik, helt jävla lämnad till mitt fucking öde och inte en jävel bryr sig. Jag kmr för fan knappt klara dagen. Varför har ni gjort såhär mot mig? Varför vill ni skada mig såhär? Fattar ni hur fkn ont de gör? Fattar ni hur fucking rädd jag är? NI LÄMNAR MIG OCH GÖR PRECIS SOM MOT DOM ANDRA, PRECIS SOM VI FUCKING SKREV.. ”…only to take it away when it Will hurt you the most..”.

Im going..

Storyline…Varför? Jag förstår inte. Jag kan inte fatta hur. Jag ville bara få leva & få va lycklig. Snälla nån hjälp mig jag vet inte vad jag ska göra, jag får panik i min egen hud. Jag vill härifrån, jag orkar inte mer nu, jag vill inte, jag kan inte.

I know. I know it is over because of one simple thing, the ”surprise”. Kevin always talked about a surprise many times, and this surprise was to be that it would be earlier than 25th. But it just cannot be now. This and yesterday was the lasttime for that. Now i have no drugs and i am left alone, abandoned to sadness, panic and death. Because my way from here will lead to nowhere but that, how can i not kill myself? I have nothing left, it does not matter if i have what i always had around me, you were the only ones for me, i was so in love with you that i have no desire of wanting to live for my family. You have now litterally taken All i had. But i wont blame you for my suicide, no my life was always mine alone since you dont want it. Then i wont give you the honour of doing it yourselves. Congratulations Mr P, you win.

..tvätta mig vit som snö.

Feelings of Knowing,

Kevin säger jag tog min ”sista” panna nu innan jag ska hem… Såå hur hade ni tänkt att jag ska klara en hel vecka??? De går inte de vet ni… snälla hjälp mig vafan jag kmr bli inlåst igen pga att jag flippar på någon… vill ni de? Trodde väl inte det. Men fixa detta på nåt sätt då…

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Contract Start Date=yeah that was like in june…. So we go from earlier than 25th, to 25th, to june, what next? Years? Coded Speed Dialing,

Ok the dream. Yes i had a dream i think in jail or when i got to the home. It was dark outside and i was like on a bridge walking way, there are buildings to right and straight forward, there are multiple streetlights. I am peeing the fuck out of myself and i wake up with like the best orgasm ever.

Yes i know it’s norways day, noticed it now, and i now you are connected with Norway, and Our… oh shit yes i noticed the letters 😏 but then that is going to be even meaner then.. and tomorrow i will be without speed, alone and i will only see the Wron(g)way in norway and not the good way.. 😞

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I do not believe you seeking me. Like just now. Because you are not around. And i know that you Could be, but i really dont think you are. For real. Because i cannot feel it. 

Really? You nag on me to write something pee’y, and just when im gonna you throw a fucking bug on me.. fuck off. You know these things you always do really hurt me because the thing i do before something like that is actually important for me and is also specially big for me when i feel like this about everything. So every single one of these things you do after i have Done something i first didn want, is actually really hurting because of that. And it is starting to be a lil to much. Making me Wonder why the fuck you want to hurt me more and more and more? Have you not had enough of playing with me like this. Go fuck youselves and yes same as always; Do no come back…….. motherfuckers i fucking hate you for this. Go find someone you Really want and fuck her Them! The other girls they deserve you, you deserve them. So go find them right now, and when you see them you go down on your fkn knees before her, then you ask her to Marry You. She Will Say Yes. You say yes. Ahh there you go you may kiss your bride.

Now if I Am god, then it is in my Power to declare you husband and wife and i just did. Amen.

So now you are Lawfully and Legally married to them.. good for you happy Wedding Day motherfuckers. How does it feel? Good huh? Yeah i bet it does. Fuck off now…

Yes me? I am all for femicide.

I am so scared because i just have that certain feeling that you not gonna come even  the 25th… i hate this feeling, it makes me sooo fkn stressed. I have to wait 9 days to find out if… i guess.. if We are Winners of Eachother and All, or if it was just a schizophrenic dream… Evil, real and demonic yes, but not true. And i just cannot wait but at the same time.. it’s only 9 days till i find out my destined destination. Inside i have always had high hopes and belifs, a knowing, so those feelings give me an overall knowing that this is going to happen! No matter what i believe about, it is a Sure Fire Thing. But my too many experiences of betrayal, humiliation and lies give and almost equally strong feeling that this is just an illusion, a Game Of Lies. Everything around me feels so goddamn worldly and non spiritual that nothing seems possible. And this is after medication… i obviously feel soo much worse when i take that medication… yeah no shit sherlock the problem with human medication is that it includes no real spiritual substances. So i get pulled down and have no energi you know Everything just goes down in all ways, the earth magnetism in the medicine weighs everything down and there is no way the dopamine and all that high shit can pull me up if the other shit takes it all over. Although i Wonder… HOW COME DOPAMINE AND THE HAPPY STUFF IN DRUGS, THE SPIRITUAL, IS NOT STRONGER THAN EARTH?? That confuses me a lil. But somehow the shot i got makes everything to unreal’ishly Real and pessimisstic, and there is just no hope for anything so lets just die… and i hope that it is because of that it feels like that and that when the substance is out it is like really good again. But i will have it in my system on and lil bit over that date so that worries me alot. But yeah, i think i am actually scared shitless. I cant live without this reality as a possibility. I just cannot. And i wont. And you know what that means, You Do…

But yeah idk 🤷🏼‍♀️ i cant help but to chase this all the way through to the other side. I wont stop because i cannot, i will not. The Wins are so much heavier than the loss. It is All or Nothing. Who really can blame me for it? No thought so. No daddys i wont write that what the fuck, it is you who should be goddamn asking me IN REfuckingALITY….

I have answered that too many times and no time does it ever make a real difference. But yes I Do…. Want to……go l’ho….for you….. am i low now?

I cannot let go of the thought that ther was to be a surprise… and i mean there is one week left so if thats surprise… idk. I guess it wont matter later.

omg where did that title come from? 😅🖕🏻

Oh thats right. Yes i am mad at you for the Book with that name… 😞 mm i know.

Ah well yeah i just remembered the poop in my hands…(the fuck is that😅😏) the poop on my body and the eat your shit question. Well we all know all that will happen.. no point sugarcoding that. The eat thing is gonna go real damn Slooow u get it? i can see myself in the first two’s pretty soon actually. I have a feeling you’ll use your sexiness and mastercharm and pedophilic grooming behaviour to make me love whatever you want pretty goddamn fast.. 😛 plus the dnacoding probably plays a part here to.

So guess the answer on the hijackedTitle would be yes.

Omg… yes its probably the same with the puke.. but that shit’ll take a looong time you can count on that. Like a loooooong time.

vet inte vad jag ska säga eller göra för ni låter mig ju inte skita i er som jag egentligen vill,de går inte jag kan ju inte… så snälla stoppa vad de än är som händer, jag gillar verkligen inte denna loopen, då va de bättre innan…

Japp bra, kom inte tillbaka nu…

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Fler bokjävlar…

Earlier.

I just realized i forgot to Pay for my coffee… 🖕🏻🙋🏼‍♀️💁🏼‍♀️

At least I Am not lying..

12:47 NO im not mad, actually yes a lil… i will leave you hanging there a while…

Ok and then we have todays pics…

WILL YOU? SO WE CAN HAVE OUR FUN SOME TIME?? THIS IS SHIT BORING AND I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING HORNY WITH YOU, THAT IS A WITH AS IN PHYSICALLY!… do…you…understand?

Fucking hell this is shitty work to do.. when it is for everyone else … well fuck them over already!!! What are you fkn waiting for? What are you, chickenPussys huh? Omg 🤦🏼‍♀️.. it takes a fkn girl to do everything…

Well at least I would like to suck some daddy dick Very Very fucking soon… do you understand that to? I dont know how to be clearer now, you cant force me to make more different combinations of words telling the same motherfucking thing. Because there is One fucking goal with this whole fucking creation, and that is Us! Or isnt it? If that is the case then please tell me…