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  • mjuff.

    FPA – Forex Peace Army, Family Planning Association, Formula Palmer Audi=e tron gt matte black, mabye some more i’ll check soon, Federal Power Act

    First Person Adventure, Free of Particular Average, Free of Particular Average, Family Partnership Agreement, Fixed Posting Area, Far Point of Accommodation, Free Porn Attack = Free as fuck, Fractal Patch Antenna, Final Power Amplifier, Former Passive Activity= no more passivity!!!, Fast Packet Adaption, Family Personal Accident=?, Facilities Planning Area, Failure Prevention Analysis, Flavor Profile Analysis, Forth Ports Authority, Front Parking Assist, First Person Adventure, Freestyle Players Association, Fine and Performing Arts, Front Panel Audio, Floating Point Adapter, Free Planets Alliance. Kevin say i dont have to paste more for tonight now but that everything is already activated and accessed by the acr-search/swipe.

    Mission Elapsed Time=answer me. Multiple-Employer Trust, Maximum Execution Time =kevin says PNO, Master Energy Therapist, Mission Event Time, Premerger Notification Office, Pagan’s Night Out, Pair Natural Orbital

    , Planned Nonoperation  (vehicle status) Prenegotiation Objective, Promise of Nursing=in all the ways, and yes daddies you gonna eat from my boobies, i have milk left not much tho but i know you can suck them full again, project order number= one!! Program Opportunity Notice. Port Out Number, Primary Olfactory Neuron, 

    His Beloved Wife=ofc… ido. Olfactory Evoked Magnetic Field, Open Experimentation Framework, Pagan History Month

    Imma start i new list, this one confuses me now..

    Smutsigt smarta….!

  • full-possession-access.

    now daddies! Now you make sure i get to feel and ”see” some reeeally good stuff. Make my pussy pound harder than ever, only you can do that.

    No i did not fucking try to kill the bird.. holy shit what do you think…
  • hala-hala.

    Fucking hell. Mina anteckningar är helt uppfuckade, repeat repeat. Vet precis vem som ligger bakom 😏 men nu pallar jag inte de så jag börjar om och de lär va lite upprepningar, loop and poop, rePEEat. LALA 🦄🦄🦄 (typ 3 månader-senare uppdatering 15:26. Ok de senaste jag kmr ihåg från när jag NYSS tittade igenom inlägget är att de inte ska va massa Upprepningar och repEats men har ingen aning. Ger mig inte in i den loopen igen. Vilke slöseri med rörelse tid. )

    Hör typ började jag väl skriva tror jag;

    Ok lets get down to bussines now.

    Board of Nursing, Basis of Negotiation, Better Object Notation, Business Opportunities Networking,

    NWS = New World Symphony, Neighborhood Watchers=my ”babysitters” and for you? Gangstalking, MK-ULTRA. Nuclear Weapon State, Network Warfare Squadron, North Warning System, Nose Wheel Steering, New World Sports, Next Wave Systems, 

    No Way Out, 

    Data Address Word=bugged, 

    Document View Architecture=the blueprint?, Direct Video Access, Domestic Violence and Abuse, Defence Wetting Agency, Ideographic Variation Database,

    Internal Voice and Data, Incomplete Vehicle Document=nr to?,

    Human Error Occurrence, Highly-inclined Elliptical Orbit, Out of Home Entertainment, Over Head Equipment=Which of them u mean? 

    Hands-On Experience, Heaven on Earth, Hell on Earth, Hostels of Europe, Hands-On Exercise, Holographic Optical Element, Homing Overlay Experiment, Halt on Error, End of Hole = end? Hahah, End of Heartache=prob not, Equipment On Hand=iphone, pencil, lighter, joint, card whatever it is i hold, there is fire. Eye of Horus, Equivalent Operating Hours

    Blir ingen ny anteckning. Ser ni ändå allt ändå så r de ju fett onödigt.. Runka lugnt nu eller inte,  please mindpee hard on me, and PUT IN CLEAR VISIONS! 

    Ok nu helt plötsligt så är upprepningarna borta igen, aja thats good i guess so i dont have to spend half the fucking day to post a fkn post… im Actually pretty stupid.. i think. Daddy says that Yes i am pretty damn dumb, but he loves it, turns him on. Actually everyone of the bastard-league daddys apparently think every motherfucking goddamn thing is a turn on. But fuck i love that shit! What can i say im sexy, i know that. ”BUT HEY DADDY MABYE SOME NEW TEETH SOON? I WANT PRETTY AND WHITE ONES AND EITHER ONE GOLD OR SILVER ONE. u can choose that. I think i got the answer rn and yes a Gold tooth it is. Saw that one coming.. 😋

    Happy Mother’s Day=dont u fucking dare wait til 25th may!! Dont you dare! If that is the Case then i will go to you and wait till you come out. And Kevin says thats not gonna happen cause that is not in the plan. Soo… ah i get it, good… 

    Ordnance Gunnery and Readiness, 

    Ahh think i get it now ok 

     

    1. Initial License Offering = so this is the first time you pee on and in me 😛 i can stay in that sentence…
    2. Old Growth Riverwood = this is yesterday when you peed youself (i had a feeling since yesterday that you tried to tell me it was in ALL ways a very like really, Really fucking heavy pee too?😛😛😛) <— fucking hell that is fucking hot.Can You keep it that way please? That thought takes me places!!!
    3. Outgoing Repeater = and this is that you do it often in different ways, we gonna too. But what you meant rn is that you’re fantasising  all days and dreaming all nights about me and all the stuff you want to do with me + plus everything really. 

    So this Equals = yesterday you peed a LOT and for a LONG time on yourself while thinking about the first time you’ll pee on me. And i know my answers are correct but confirm it any ways. And, i love and fucking adore this, makes me really wet, but you’ll sure soon make me more wet than ever, right 😛 i want visuals, clear visuals. And tell Kevin not to make it so complicated and not paus every 10-30 sec?

    High Pressure Switch, Hybrid Power System, Homelessness Partnering Strategy=soon as poss! 

    FINALLY .. fuck

    Deep (Peed) Hidden Meaning

    Order Handling Rules = get it

    In Light Of = Lights In Light Out, Integrated Lights Out, Intended Learning Outcome, Integrated Lights-Out Technology, Injection Locked Oscillator-rohypnol? Midazolam? Annat? Initial Lightoff=ROHYPNOL I GET IT! Initial License Offering=1.yes 2. 12.42, O or E? 3. 

    Outgoing Repeater, Ordnance Gunnery and Readiness, 

    Initial License Offering=initial essence? Initial pee? Like in other words ”first time you’ll pee on me?”. What about it?

    Old Growth Riverwood

    Outgoing Repeater, 

    HMD – Hold Me Down, Hierarchical Message Description, 

    FFF – Full Fathom Five, ok not Done with this one but have to to something first…like WHATEVER JUST FUCKING MOVEE!

    FINALLY DONE WITH THIS FUCKING POST HALLE-FUCKING-LUJA! LETS GO fucking hell asså vi har problem. Okej jag la in bilderna i förra inlägget men fattar inte hur jag får bort dom så jag lägger här igen.

    ….🥱
    Gillar denna cykelns vibe.

    inte denna ”viben” dock…

    NOW THE FUCK FUCKING FINALLY JUST LETS JUST FUCKING GO NOW.

  • få dom falla.

    Board of Nursing, Basis of Negotiation, Better Object Notation, Business Opportunities Networking,

    NWS = New World Symphony, Neighborhood Watchers=my ”babysitters” and for you? Gangstalking, MK-ULTRA. Nuclear Weapon State, Network Warfare Squadron, North Warning System, Nose Wheel Steering, New World Sports, Next Wave Systems, 

    No Way Out, 

    Data Address Word=bugged, 

    Document View Architecture=the blueprint?, Direct Video Access, Domestic Violence and Abuse, Defence Wetting Agency, Ideographic Variation Database,

    Internal Voice and Data, Incomplete Vehicle Document=nr to?,

    Human Error Occurrence, Highly-inclined Elliptical Orbit, Out of Home Entertainment, Over Head Equipment=Which of them u mean? 

    Hands-On Experience, Heaven on Earth, Hell on Earth, Hostels of Europe, Hands-On Exercise, Holographic Optical Element, Homing Overlay Experiment, Halt on Error, End of Hole = end? Hahah, End of Heartache=prob not, Equipment On Hand=iphone, pencil, lighter, joint, card whatever it is i hold, there is fire. Eye of Horus, Equivalent Operating Hours

    Equivalent Operating Hours= Kevin knows all… schh thats a secret… haha lol ) My demondaddies you can now (thanks to Kevin.. bragger.) access ALL of this new post i make now and all my photos, and actually all my notes, all messages, all contacts, all my accounts, all apps i have, all bokmarks, partial voice activation and sight, all my energies and moods and modes and values, perversions, levels, mentality, personality, just every single motherfucking part and dimension of who I am, i dont know how Kevin plans to pull that one of.. if he does tho be sure to let me now when you eneterd somewhere. F.uck!! Ok yes, i’ll write down my bankid and passwords that i remember tho there is a few and those stupid big letter and dot and shit and i wont even try to remember. K has to be able to remember them so ask him if you cannot get in. Btw i now my email so you would be able to fix that i guess.. smartyasses assbastards sexy mf dickheads pee obssessed fucking assholes… so yeah let me know if somethings missibg here.also there is suppoess to be things from years ago to access ti. i dont know how and i dont orka care about some Magic access word i’ll trust you’ll see this and everything else. And hrm if you get access to my pictures then i also want to…

    write passwords in my writingthing…in a few moments

  • fuckfuckfuck.

    Ohhh!! Im so fucking horny!!! Like never before!! Im so thirsty please Daddies i need your pee! And i need you! Like really NEED, desire!

    Hurry up now im drying up over here.

  • Path Of Pee

    Pee is in all ways a basic need for us, sure learnt that early, like when i was 6, got really turned on, horny af from it. Like really, and now i get horny from thinking of 6yo me in these moments. But yeah Basic needs are needs needed for survival right? and thats how it is for us.. its just like really important.

    Willing, Able and Ready=heck yes. 

    Work Acceptance Record, Work Authorization Request=access, All/Aid/Age Request Network=12 (8🧠) Alteration Request Number,

    Export Promotion and Internationalisation, Electronic Position Indicator, Epinephrine, 

    Participatory Planning Process, Peak Pulse Power, Positive Parenting Program, Prodrive Performance Package, Perfect Passive Participle=submissive, i need you to dominate me, tame me ( if you can ) 😏 yes that is a challenge. Potter Puppet Pals= O and reminder of lekia. Thanks. Guild of Dreams

  • and so he is dead.

    Poor pope, poo pee pee poo. took you long enough to execute that one Daddy… good job 👏🏼

  • yeah so…

    Then that’s Done, finally! 🥳👑

  • abomination of desolation.

    18:53:55 = As Of Date, means? If wit then yes. Aquaondemand=pee demand YES,

    Above Ordnance Datum, 

    Army of Drinkers

    Abort of dialing 18.44 that was a good one…

    Attack versus Defense=

    I dont know if it is you or other people who are responsible but you sent the complaint. I choose attack.. ofc. WHO im gonna attack you or others? Answer clear and Quick please dickheads!!!

    Anything Can Happen= ok i just roll with it then

    Always-On Display=satan? I quess.. 

    Archdiocese of Detroit, Ancient Of Days, Age of Destruction , Age of Discovery, Army of Darkness, Answers on Demand=yes p…, Ancient of Days, Abomination of Desolation=definetly, Angels of Death, Astro On Demand, Assurance of Discontinuance Continuance, Assembly of Dust, Agony of Defeat, Action On Decision=decision – Yes! Art Of Dying, Alive Or Dead, Angel of Departure, Angle Open Distance=pls yes, Art of Drowning, Art of Defence=hell yes, Army of Drinkers, Art Of Dreaming, Angel Of Disease=P, Angels of Doom, Age of Despair, Aquaondemand, Alarme Optique Domotique, Advise of Delivery=1.say Sorry 2.PAY, pay for your Sins in the way He tells you, Pay Us (money etc) he’ll let you know, Pay your allegiance to us, Pay your respect, basically pay for your life. The more you pay and the more you contribute the longer you’ll live. When you have Payed  the price of your life, then you can pay to raise your standards of living and same goes here, the more you pay, the better your life will be. Dont have money? There is other ways but K says you have to ask him about that. Some of you tho will not be given deliverance, actually many of you. And you will instead await your doom date… but when, how and where is not really my responsibility that is up to them. Hey dont shoot the messenger… 😅 well you can always try if you’re feeling lucky haha

  • the marked post.

    Remember the post before where i Said a lot of things, One of them was about me taking a shit..So mabye when you read that part and now this part —> of me taking a shit <—  You just got marked, by the Beast? What would you say? Dont answer i dont care, why? Because it does not matter really. A mark is a mark and this mark is very special and cannot be taken away. A LOT of you already carry it. How does it work? OBVIOUSLY i cannot explain everything because Satan keeps some things back, for a reason.. BTW can we now agree on that it is understood that Satans name is Kevin! Yeah wasn’t a question. But ok this mark is is pretty talked about and some things are correct, some are not. There is a LOT of dimensions of this Mark but i will try to explain in a simple way about one important thing about it. Ok so now that you have been marked, you might not notice something right away. Dont worry it is actively working you hard, it has been even before you got it even. But now, now it is different. This mark is just like the satan bugs in many ways, so see it like a virus or bug wheterer on computer or in you body. This bug can be transferred in a whole lot of different ways to infect you, like a special word you read, see or hear that is charged with a specific energy and purpose(s). in other words Magic, satanic force. It can be transferred trough different apps on my/our phones and a swipe closing the app and an intention (or not always for me, daddy fixes that) is what gets you and others around you infected. It’ll play out different for everyone tho. So when you have this special bug/mark that also means it is contaigous, as fuck. So You will infect your family and people around you, fast. There is one special image that is kind of like an activator, it got activated when i first saw it some years ago. I just knew it was powerful, i could not explain how but knew it was. I’ve posted it here a few times and also put up an image in a corner around church. You dont even have to look at that one, its energy is all around.. your screwed people 😅 ok so i also have to tell you that this ”markbug” is just one of many types of satan bugs. You are already infested and the world has always been. Now we are activating the sickness in them. I go around spreading out cards with my blog, you dont have to pick it up, just look at it, and every one of those cards is carrying one or more specific-purpose bugs to hit you with. So if i lay like 10 cards closely together somewhere it’s energy levels are pretty damn high we’ll tell you that for sure🤩 so how to know if you got marked? Well to start, if you read this post or the one before about the shit thing written in Bold.. to You the answer is Yes, yes you did..🤦🏼‍♀️ and btw thank you to the first 5 persons reading the very first ”shit”-Word in the last post, you are (obviously) not some ”random” human stumbling into this blog looking for whatever it can be.. i should suspect you are 5 of my own blood, like mabye 5 of my DemonDaddies? 😏 i should think so, so yeah now that you finally fucking managed to get yourselves and your asses to this page, can we pleeease put some fire on the Wood to manifest this new fucking age? 🦄🥳 so we can finally get eachother,and our heaven-slash-hell, and then just pee like, really really much on eachother.. and just yeah do it all, ALL…OF…IT……😛. Ok so yeah to know if you got marked? Simple ”Satan Demonking of all, do i have the mark? (Or whatever question it might be) Give me answers in this and/or that way, thank you, Amen.”.. you’ll sooner or later will get your answer(s), most probably sooner.

    there was something more to write but if it comes back i’ll write it down instantly in Black… Magic… now im horny as fuck… and YES i have taken pictures of a few stuffed animals i want. Hope you can be a lil fkn faster now… and try not to need to play so fucking angry, rejecting and unknowing that you do sometimes… get shit angry at Kevin if you have to do that again.. dont worry i’ll play along if you must do it like i have sometime now… BUT HURRY THE FUCK UP NOW AND GET SOME REAL FUCKING SHIT DONE! Im Your Queen and daughter 👑 and you already now what that means.. If i demand something, i get something. And now this demand happens to be the kind we all wants to happen, and that should help, right…? Kisses. Now i need to pee.. but on what? 😳 let me rephrase that; on who?

  • the drugs.

    the forbidden fruit? Drugs! Especially amf/meth, thc and the psy-drugs, but dont worry… <— 😅👏🏼, you wont have to need to become an addict to know the truth about the world, i’ve taken that part on me, myself and I. Has been rough im not gonna lie. But never, ever have i once wanted to die, and i’ve known truly in my heart that i never Will die, im not able to in any way. That no matter what i put myself trough i Will always stand alive through and after it, Always! It’s been my True conviction and Knowing about myself. I always Known that i am a very special and important person in this world, and that my conviction about the One true knowledge will be able to change and move things around. no matter how totally retarded i am in many basic things both mentally and physically..i think my life is hilarious, fun like u know REAL humor, it is also really really disturbed, and perverted.. fucking love it 😛

    And no matter the fact that what i do in the world (my world is basically Lund like 95% ”) does not seem much AT all. And the only thing i can and will bring is destruction and heartache. See the paradox?

    But EVERY single little thing i have Done in my life has moved mountains, and affected every part of the universe, world, society and all it aspects. Every single level of all that is ever to be known, which goes on into infinity.. this basically mean that if i take a shit; whooops a woman and her girl child is brutally tortured and burnt alive 300 miles away. ”Im not guilty 🤲🏻, nothing is my fault” 😅 <— both true and lie.. most of it is Satans fault, trough me. But hey we made a deal so i kinda knew where things may leed.

    So yeah i have chosen drugs in life, addiction and true True pain. But i have also loved every part of it, it has given me so much good and joy and i have not ONE single regret in my life! But Goddamn i have always know, like really KNOWN that this is MY way, only mine. Others ”just as me” on the same path, but no this this path is MINE alone. This is My way to find true happiness and eternal life for me and my family firstly, and then bring some change in the world alonge the way, My way, OUR way! good or bad (its bad, always bad, for u at least)

    I have a very important thing to write later. Dont worry you wont miss it wheterer you read it or not)

    Peace, Out —>

  • residence.

    So in this apartment the dreams satan and the others put into me took place. Loot of stuff happened there. Good stuff, dirty stuff. This apartment was placed over the resaurant VED. But VED wasn’t there then. I dont know but i dont think this apartment half-blueprint is placed there. Mabye but o think either it is somewhere else in the city or hasn’t been built and we are going to build it like from our dreams. Because i know it looked like this and i know it looked like this for all of us. And i like it alot. Behind the door where it says ”other rooms” i almost never was in but i do remember it was 3 to 4 other rooms, the one first to the right (left on the blueprint) was definitly something about music, the second to right, Or straight forward is half dark and half light, a rectangle with dark and light splitted into two triangles. Both ones are like blurry and soft. The door to the left (right b.p) i think was like another bedroom mabye. I think it was 3 stairs to walk up to the apartment. And an elevator? d.r. Then there was a splitted-off parking with 6 parking spaces, 4 facing towards the drugstore and 2 facing the building. It hade the same color on the bricks. There was also this balcony which there is none now. So this is what i can think of rn.

  • Jag har tydligen två nya(?) smeknamn.. på mitt redan enkla namn. Lilo-bilo & baby-Lilo, vet inte men ah gillar dom faktiskt, speciellt Lilo-bilo..

    Big Idea Mastermind, Built in Monitoring, Broadcast Interactive Media, Best in Match, Born Iterative Method = born me

    Corresponding

    Pain Outcomes Questionnaire, 

    Input Output Block, Intelligence Oversight Board, Battles of Infinity, Break On Inspection , Break of Integrity

    Ok så runt 13.42, dessa 2 bilder är samtidigt. Pretty good, 13.57, key.

  • pacific bottle.

    So do i use them? well yes i do… so? Really do you have one good argument for me that i shouldn’t? I haven’t heard your arguments yet obviously, but.. no thaught you wouldn’t. I need to have something satisfying to do with my mouth like all the time.. wheterer this, cigarettes, Lollipop = yeeah i really like Lillipops, Ops spoiler= like.. i mean Dick-Lolli’s… i like lolli-candy but they usually is way to sweet same with chewing gum, 10 min tops! 11:13:14. or should i say 10 minutes Max-i-mum, max=P.K-Pappakevin + i mum, i mum=i Lilo, i lilo=firstly daughter. PK=son(s), secondly.

    So yeah where were i.. 🤔 Oh and then i also like dicks in my mouth, like i hate other mens dicks actually since like 1-1,5 years back.. fucking Kevin..but with my family, my Daddies, Ooh please use my mouth (&body) as your personal 24/7 toilet and blowmachine.. machine was the best Word i could think of ok? Dont judge.. but yes the thaught of it, makes my pussy pound soo hard! And it makes me wanna pee so bad, rn i only have Poc (no Uni has probably ben sent off to unicornheaven… I asked the store… 😞🦄😫) but Uni was my Nr 1 so yeah horny lil me have an obssession with peeing on her, i like it best in my homemade bed, i hold it in as long as i can then go to the toilet (like one time a actually did it right in bed) and soak her far beyond her capacity, then i lie down and like just cuddle with her, in a horny as fuck way… it streams down on my biggest (dickhead(s)-(squishmallow)-pillow and bed. I love that feeling… but one thing i dont love is to be interrupted by piggys on a forcefed bitch-mode… which is what happened… so now my horny mode is gone, Satan says it happened because he but mostly the other demonfuckers gets jelous when others can read to much about our sex and pee loving, inherited paraphilia(s) so this i guess had to be stopped because they knew how dirty is was about to get 😅 jealous mfs, yeah no.. im no better. But still tho, Iam 👑..!

    now…fire…;

    there, this is something for you huh? 😅🥳🦄😈👿👿

  • Poc.

    So Poc is doing a good job keeping me wet, not the same as Uni but still good. I need my daddies pee so now satan says i gotta write again because apparently it is veryyy close now. I hope so. Like really hope so!!!

  • hm.

    This freedom thing has been in my calendar for a while, do not remember puting it there. And those stuff i usually remember.. soo Mr fucking K wtf do you mean? What freedom was given to me yesterday?? Huh? Motherfucking liar…

    30 sec after post update: im fine with waiting tho.

  • vad?

    18/4. vad betyder allt? De går ju tolka saker på tusentals sätt. Men de första man känner är nästan alltid de sanna. Första eller andra. Så om jag frågar dig, Abaddon, vad betydde den blicken? Vad får jag för Svar? Första intrycket var bra, playful, happy, horny…🦄 De andra var dåligt, den hade två olika sidor som sa olika saker. Första: va den ett uppriktigt typ ”förlåt”…? Svårt att tro men man kan ju alltid hoppas… Andra: Legion Ab, ”lilo vad fan håller du på med egentligen? Vilken verklighet lever du i? Du är fast i denna loopen, remember? Vi kmr inte ge dig nånting.”, jag hoppas inte den är sann. Men om den är de så ahh, då är de väl så de är då, the fuck ska jag göra liksom? Bara acceptera fakta och loopa vidare i livet, in i evigheten.

    Denna blicken var på ett speciellt ställe, där jag fick sånna minnesbilder från saker som hänt vid just den punkten, olika saker flera gånger men alltid samma ställe. De handlar om vinklar och riktningar oxå de vet jag. Iaf, just denna platsen har jag minne av betyder nåt med ”hjälp” de är de enda ordet som kommer när jag tänker på de. Om de är så så.. yes i lil help please, Will you?

  • sins.

    Mutual Attraction Hormones, Major Accident Hazard, Mother At Home, Mad as Hell, 14:15:13 , 14.22 Multi-Layer Interconnection Board, Missing in Bed… 😛 i like that! 

  • seal-fi.

    seal-fi = i see fleas.

    I usually always take selfies while on the toilet, it’s like the only time i have time.

    I really love this filter, it does not make it look like me, but i get a good feeling from it.

    Lunds Universitets Publikationer, Lying-up Point – means? Lego Universe Partner, Lifeless Undead Phenomenon, 

    Fully Integrated Delivery, Field Induction Date=…, Force Identification= 11:11:23 satan, Failure Identifier=none

    Promises Liability Act, Pure Love Alliance, Please Leave Alone – the fuck is that supissed to mean? 😅

    COW – Copy on Write=write, Free Direct Access

  • excuse you.

    Japp sitter på bussen och de är en brevid mig som ammar… vidrigt. De kmr ta slut snart allt sånt äckligt beteende som kvinnor håller på med. Ni kmr bli slavar förstår ni? Först tyckte jag ungen va söt tom och sen detta.. nejtack.

  • hmmm.

    Yup, he did it, went to the toilet and then carrying my dripping Uni back to my ”bed”, and fell asleep… i hate sleeping, because when i wake up the first thing that comes is anxiety, the knowing that this horrible loop has started all over again… then after some drug it feels better, and it always makes me more or less horny and… thats like the first traps i fall into. But i dont know if they really are traps, they make me feel happy, really happy. They make me feel really good.. they make my pussypulse pump.. the pee, just makes it all feel soo much better, in all ways. It is so dirty, intimate like you can feel the inside of the person you love.. it’s warmth is or must be like coded in a special way in me, because it awakens feelings i cannot really explain. Every time im in the shower, ever since i was little, and put my face in the water it gives me some kind of magical feeling. And the one and only word that has come hard and fast into my head is ”Home”, i’ve never understood why. And to this word is an image of me watching myself in the backseat of a car, it is dark but something red is glowing somewhere. I have my hands covered over my face, then the word ”safe” comes. It makes me feel good but there is one thing that is wrong with this picture. It is in the city i grew up til i was 8, and i only get horrible feelings when thinking of or being in that city. And i see silhouettes of pinetrees, and i dont really like them. I dont get how these good feelings is mixed with the background of really really bad feelings. Ah well, whats more? 🤔 it is just all of it, the sight, the color, the smell, the taste, all! Satan has promised me it’ll be A Loot of it in all kinds of ways, everywhere and all the time! I’d love that! 😛 so now i dont really remember why i began to write. The Point, the Point is always the Point. Makes sense. Right?

  • noooo.

    NEJ JAG VILL INTE SOVA, NI KAN INTW TVINGA MIG!!! ”Sug på denna baby, du måste sova några timmar”………

    GIVE IT TO ME THEN, NO YOU CANT CUS YOU’RE NOT HERE WITH ME… YEAH DADDY WE’LL SEE, IM STUBBORN SO FORCE ME IF YOU CAN.

    Sug o sov är hans budskap just nu. Jag tror ente jag ska sova iaf

  • ah well..

    Nope now im sad again 😦 fucking hell, make the pain stop! Please satan take away the pain you put upon me. Why you keep doing that to your own daughter? Fucking dick… end it already…

  • mabye i am.

    I feel more and more happy when i get ”home”, for each time i get betrayed. What does that mean? That im happier without you? I dont know.

    wet
  • POP

    Proof Of Enabler.