dont want me? fine, i can manage myself without you. Your only skills are bullshitting. Ok you know what kevin is gonna do? Hes planning to fuck me up again. But ok fucking kevin i can write this you know why? Because i dont want you there, i dont want or need any of you next to me. So lets go, yeah Mr Kevin here wants me to write that tonight is THE night… he swears again on my life and all creation, more sacred and holy than the other promises… yeah i know.. recognize that bullshit? Mhm me too. Ok good job kevin, since i dont believe you or want you to come close to me anyway … then good luck with whatever you’re trying to achive…. Motherfucking cheating pathetic dickheads… soon you’ll understand that you cannot affect me at all like you have til now. You lose… again…15:35

And btw; i have taken my new psychosis shot with an X in the name, so i really hope that all this turns out to be a bad mindbend and you go away forever. I need only myself as always.

Im not a fkn circleworker either.

Belief-Desire-Intention  (AI agents), Billion Dollar Idea, Both Dates Inclusive=AND WHAT RHE FUCK KS THAT SUPPOSSED TO MEAN YOU EVIL FUCKING SCUMS? You want me to die? You just tell me and i go kill myself for you. Just give me the fucking word because i refuse to live without you and i dont fkn care if you laughing at me right now, it is your lie and you know EXACTLY what you were capable of, so you cannot motherfucking blame me. Big Evil Corporation=You make me so cold, so scared right now

Iceve-Mac, Back-End Chip, Beginning of Equilibrium Cycle=fuck off, Buried Earth Conductor=so you need me to kill myself? 

By Equal Increments=yeah then i really hope you do the same,

Open-Close-Open, One Cancels the Order= I do, I cancel, Obsessive Compulsive Behavior.., Oil Circuit Breaker=break, Obsessive Castle Disorder, Off-Chip Driver, Out of Cell Delineation=so who shall go first? 🩸🧬🪦 

Obsessive Completion Distinction, Obsessive Comics Disorder=no not funny, Ordered Constant Depth=deep, Data Control=dont think so, Doping Control Officer , Detailed Control Objective=fuck off i know what u doing. Wont work. Delayed Compliance Order, Duty Carried Out=but it cannot be, it is the impossible story remember?

Downtime Due to Corrective Actions=the fuck have i done now? Delivery Control Officer, Cheap Ass Gamer, 

I HATE YOU ALL, REMEMBER THAT!!! Hope you burn you fucking pieces of shit. 

All About Dollars=yeah im not that stupid…Automatic Adaptive Detection, Affirmative Action Division

Fuck off pigs! Do you even know how hurt i was this night and morning? I have never felt like that. Does that give you so much fkn pleasure? Well you cannot have that anymore. Im not sinking further into some kind of fkn dependency for you motherfucking spiral. I have Said all i can to many times i cannot combine the words in more ways to say something new. I just want it to stop. And i dont really fkn know how.. i want out off this now, im not in on these conditions you just cannot force me to sink deeper into this shit. So get me the fuck off this ride. If that means i lose you if it turns out to be true, then so be it. But you made me so Cold and scared this night and for the second time could feel part of the eternal hell. And im not in for the third, i got a bad feeling about that one. Im not risking my family and i end down there. So just please let me out. 

Confectionary

Actual Completion Date=OH GO TO HELL ALREADY WILL YOU!!! Automated Coding of Invoices, Accusativus Cum Infinitivo

FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF OFF AND AWAY. LET ME BE ALONE NOW, YOU LOSE EVERYTIME! Must be a good game. 

Old Dirty Bastard, Our Daily Bread, 

Optional Death Benefit=?,

Neonatal Abstinence Syndrome

GET THE FUCK OF MY TERRITORY YOU CHEAP FKN ASSHOLES! Noooo can you imagine? Get off pig.

Go fuck your Son**, sofia, Elin, Emma, frida, Ida, andrea, and whatever wife kevin already has.. and yeah we also have Tove.. anyone else? Sure as hell. So off you go little dirtbags go give them your true love!

Precision Guided Missile, Past Grand Master=kevin was before. But hell no i cast you out Satan, in My Name, Amen. Fucking omen is what lies upon you now.

Direct Chip Attach

Can You See With Your eyes that these are not wordly bugs? Can u see its movements? These are from like 2 years ago when they started appearing. Flies and shit hitting me in the face every time i looked towards the sky. They decided where i could sit or stay and for how long. If i didnt lissen they appeared out of fkn nowhere close to me. I could search a place i would sit it could even be inside, 112% NO ants ok? All of a sudden there are multiple appearing on my bag, on me and from under me. Pissants…and at this place:

It is at the left on the station, there used to be a stair here. And once i saw one of those big fuckers crawling from the top, fell down almost hitting the middle step but just fucking disappears before my eyes. Dude has got issues.

Satan bugs are everywhere. Not just insects. The bugs are all over, all around you. So beware…

nasty shit has been going on with these bugs and these are not all pictures and videos.

Armed and Dangerous,Advanced Animal Diagnostics, Additive Accumulative of Damages, Atomic Absorption Detector, All About Dollars, Affirmative Action Division, Automatic Altitude Hold=low. Automated Alarm Handling,Accessibility Advisory Board, Activities Association of Bermuda, Acquisition Accession Board, Abnormal, Acronym Builders Network, Assholes by Nature, Access-Based Enumeration

this ass is TAKING you for a ride. near future, just wait and see 🙂

I HATE YOU ALL, REMEMBER THAT!!! Hope you burn you fucking pieces of shit. 

NowClear haha. Yeah i will activate every goddamn acronym on every one of them. But i will pick out some EXtra special.. if you want to know whats been done and what is soon to come? Well do your fkn homework it is not that hard…

PWR/BWR:

Pressurized Water Reactor, Prepositioned War Reserve, Boiling Water Reactor,

LOCA:

Loss of Coolant Accident  (pipe rupture accident at nuclear power plant), Location and Context Awareness,

TMI:

The Mortal Instruments, Total Magnetic Intensity, Tell More Info, Tiny Mad Idea, Target Management Initiative, Total Marrow Irradiation,

IAEA:

International Atomic Energy Agency, International Antitrust Enforcement Assistance Act of 2025

NRC:

Nuclear Regulatory Commission, Nuclear Research Center, Nature Reviews Cancer, No Re-Run Character, NATO-Russia Council, National Republican Convention, National Replacement Character, Negotiated Rulemaking Committee, Number of Root Classes=12,

08:33 Tbc…

1312=HATE!

Information of Delivery=No Delivery will ever be available. Inlet Over Exhaust,

TO SATAN AND ALL HIS LOSER DEMONS…FROM THE ONE AND ONLY ELITE FAMILY:

(except one nonblood loser to. Haha the D’s always lose. Except Mine and mommys 😏)

Now we gonna go burn Satan and the Whole motherfucking World . Nobody is Loyal Here, soo what the Hell did u expect? Forgiveness? Hahaha LOL 🤣 no.. expect…Hell…

You know what i will do? I will burn your motherfucking names from the Bible. Erase you all from existence, and from my life. I think i’ll bring some innocent motherfuckers with me as well. You not gonna be able to give me ONE good reason not to. Or? No didnt think so. Well that settles it.

You just wait.

Yeah im taking it back. permanently…

Boys come take me from these motherfucking assholes now.

why?

Because we never really cared

Fly Birdie, crash birdie, Bye birdie.

bye.

Soon As Possible, Simple As Possible=mhm plis yes

Safe Arrival Point, 

Situation Awareness Picture=

The dickhead Master wants to give some info.. ”thank you baby 🫵🏼🫆😛

Explosive, Very Insensitive, Evacuate Immediately, Voltage Input, Very Important Number=1312.

New International Version, Nipah Virus, Non-Immigrant Visa

That’s about it, for now. Trust me it only takes one little spark to awaken the Full Force of the Fire. Rising from deep below.. fast now Humans, it’ll go fast now 👑🔥. We…All…Rise…”

Should i? Should i not?

Maybe my daddy wants to be first. Ok he tells me now i should do it 💦 then lets fill up.

Since i forgot the name of my newest bastard PeeTeddy, lets call him Ted. The thing i dont get is that i have peed on him when i have been really full and sure he drips pretty good. BUT TODAY? Where does it come from? All of a sudden he can hold much more that he can wet me down with. My gosh its streaming down on me 😳🤭💦 pretty nice. Although i would rather have my lil’Daddy here right now, soaking me from bottom to top 😛🤭👑🦄

Time Is Now, There Is No …, ReTurn In, 

T you fixing game? Good. 

Please make it dirty 🙏🏼 United in Prayer

Det är 11 809 dagar mellan 1993-01-12=tis och 2025-05-13=tis.

11+8+9=28

1+1+8+9=19

911+8=919 turn over 616

6+6=12+1=13

1+3+1+2=7=divine

13+12=25

25-05-12/13

2+5+5+1+2+1+3=19

Okej daddys enough counting i want to be wet 😛💦

Family Development Program, Fighting Dreamers Productions, Fast Drill Process=dont understand

You still here?

I know but its blocking i cant help it

Know…

After the Great Divide, Network Diversity Multiple Access, 

Im on jollyroom now daddies. I hope u here somewhere. And yes 17:55 that to. 

Mm jag vet jag är duktig 💛

My feeling when it feels you gonna come is that i want more time, PLEASE DONT GIVE ME MORE TIME!!!!

Mjaim mjorny… i need to pee.

So i have peed.. in the toilet. Feels like a waste of pee putting it there. I mean you can pee on yourself, on your teddyToy or on your daddies…

But toilet? No thank you.

Vet inte, just nu tror jag de är fullt. Fullt som i bra. Men de står lite still i mitt huve faktiskt o jag gillar de inte. kanske av en viss anledning men fortfarande… så jag hittar inget att skriva om. Får bli fler akronymer då. Hey dont judge… u rly shouldnt…

Pulsed Optically Pumped, Peak Optical Power, Point of Penetration, Printing-Out Paper=later, Pissed On Person,

Pokémon Organized Play, Picture of Performance=

Parks Opportunity Program, Parent Orientation Program, Peak Overpressure=yes i like this one 😛, Palestinian Opinion Pulse, Parent(s) Over Shoulder, Part of Speech, Position of Strength, Person of Suspicion, Person on Street, Pain of Salvation, Planet Of Sound, Pictures on Site, Power of Suggestion, 09:44 Proof of Service, Listening Position, Pit of Saron, PPP Over SONET, Psychological Operations Specialist, Probability Of Success, Palm Operating System, Priory of Sion,

Product of Sums, Public Offering Statement, Positively Outrageous Service, Plane of Symmetry, Prince of Space, Continuous Upgrade Process, Person Under Control, Pagan Unity Campaign, Peripheral Unit Controller, Pierce Ultimate Configuration  (fire truck), United Pan-Europe Communications, Up Converter, Ultra Physical Contact=yes plis, Ultimate Parent Company, Universal Primary Completion, Urinalysis Program Coordinator, Urine Protein: Creatinine Ratio=mjum 🤭😛,

00:00 Kevin plays drums in my window… 😅😅

Point of Presence, Proof of Purchase, Percent of Precipitation (meteorology),  Plenty of Parking, Prince of Peace, Princess of Power, Principles of Persuasion, Proof of Performance=mhm some nice pussypounds… fuck. More.

Point of Presence=mhm? 

Pursuit of Perfection , Pace of Play=fast, i want more faster, but just.. soon you know 😅🤷🏼‍♀️ come on let me have som more bulletproof acronyms for a while or two and then.. you know. But same time u know. Just u know what i mean right now so right know more, just more. Fast. Premium Only Plan, Power of Partnership, Power of Prayer= i like this one. Probability of Precipitation=High as fuck i believe, Pelvic Organ Prolapse= that i will pee myself? I think i will do it with my freePee will. I can actually hold it pretty long 🤭Probability of Paternity=highhigestupP, Proof of Possession, Performance Optimized Program, Picture on Picture, Partial Order Plan, Passing Out Parade=like this one 😅🤭 Prophets of Profit, Place of Performance=idk? In here i guess? What u mean, Planes of Power ,  Picture Outside Picture

be able to hear the beat of the beta..? ta och leta hon kan stå o beta:la sig ner helt o jävla hållet och bara sa ”kom och fucking knulla hem mig nu..”.. japp den sista där gick i stadigt tempo de vill jag lova

På tal om stadigt.. blev påmind av någon om nånting jag gillar att säga, ”Sätt en Stadig ****kuk i Svalget”.. jag tror jag kom på den helt o hållet själv. Proud of that one 😅

Yesyes i did see what happened there… it could be anyone right… 🧐

Oh fuck off, come on now stop controling my writing and thinking and knowing of all. I just remember what i promised myself and you earlier… mhm i know but still 22:51.

Pictures thats right

…i want to be kid:napPeed, be given an injection in my buttcheek, and just lie there high as fuck and just enjoy the… the sexual treatment, i guess you can call it 🧐

So fucking awesome to be treated by someone you love as if i had just ran a marathon (which i have…) and you dont have to think about a single thing, not worry about anything, you just lie there baby, Daddy knows everything about what you want and need 😛

Ehm yes shit just happened again i see… hm. Ah well it would be Very nice indeed, just saying… 😳🦄

Yes i think so. So.

Encyclopedia of Astronomy and Astrophysics, Extra Actuals Access, Erotic Authors Association, Earliest Available Agent  (Sprint), Change of Responsibility, Community Of Reason,

Contracting Officer’s Representative, Church of the Resurrection, Conference of Religious, Conditions of Release, Chain of Responsiblity, Certificate of Recognition=9 Ön, Circle of Rage , Certificate of Rehabilitation=yes no im very much not habilitated yet, Church of the Redeemer, Center of Rotation=Well the earth spins around me soo.., Call out Request, Course Of Reaction, Commander of the Relief… Call out Request, Complete Oral Rehabilitation= yes please.. Chronic Pain Relief, Circle of Power and Respect, Cycles per Revolution,

Car Porn Racing, Common-Pool Resource, Cloud Profiling Radar, Calibrated Peer Review… Concerns, Priorities and Resources, Controlled Pattern Release, Critical Path Reduction

Tbc…

20:19

Traffic Channel, Turbo C Help, Transfer Channel,

Transportation Clearing House, The Centers for Habilitation, Transparent Circuit Handling, Total Control Hub… wlc. Twin City Hardware,

Warrior Leader Course, World Leadership Congress

20:24 tbc

20:34

World’s Last Chance, Victory of Light MOD, Volume Label, List Of Values, Love of Variety, Living Our Values, Letter of Variation=oh i know what ur after… well fight for it then,

Legends of Wrestling, Law Of War, Letter of Warning, Launch on Warning, unlocked, Liquid Observation Well, Love Won Out, Tropic Low Water Inequality, Waiting List Only, WildList Organization=Can You specify this list.. more than the obvious… Fast Processing Technology, Fine Pitch Technology

Windows Libraries for Os/2, Wireless Outdoor Bridge, Wonderland Online

21:00 tbc

I think i can. At least short distances. Before i could fly longer, but now.. the last like 2-3 days, i shoot my fly potion into my veins, with magic, and i fly… silence.. fly bird…. c c cooome down here bird because now its time to crash… but we have only been flying like a few minutes… yup but that is how your ”daddies” wants it, so you’re gonna need, and so you gonna take more and more to fly. What are they really after lilo? Well maybe they want me to get the dose really really hiiigh so that i cannot crash down again.. because then when i get that high, just like when you reach space, i will be over on the other side, the limit, the needed dose, to be able to fly without crashing. That is what they want me to do i guess. And what does that sound like? Sounds.. like dying…maybe that is what is needed to break this loop. I have wondered before if i will have to physically die or try to to be able to find my home.

But i have had like 2 fly potions in 15-20 min and fly lower and lower. But i guess it is like flying like a bird, the higher you get, the closer to the other side, the less you’ll notice the height…

So lilo what are you gonna do? Kill youself?

No, no. I will let God show me the way and what i need to do. And i will lissen to him. So if there is any stalkers here, out to get me locked up in the psychward, first; fuck off second: No no i will not kill myself, no need to worry. If you really want me to tho, then lock me up but then that is YOUR will interpreting this text. So is that your answer? Yes, no, maybe. I think my stalkers can see all the layers in this fkn mess anyway. So i will leave it for now to; yes, idk, maybe, no. If someone is curious to see if i reached the other side or just want to keep me company and comfort me when i fly low, holding me when i cry and tell me it is all gonna be alright.. then you are welcome, i dont usually like people but right now the loneliness and sadness might be to great to care for that. I just want someone to hold me for a while.. i know you’ll leave again but let me just pretend you’ll stay with me forever in that moment.

But who am i fooling? Not like anyone of the like 30 ppl who reads care about me… At least not enough to actually give me what i clearly need.. what i am so obviously beggin for. 17:44. Im probably not even worth a comment or a like.. attentionwhore…. if that is what you think… well is it wrong with asking for attention when your hurting so fkn bad that you….? No i cannot see how that is wrong so fuck off. What is wrong tho? That im lying here writing this on a blog that barely anyone reads, with the hope that someone, Anyone, will care enough to read my signs. It is not hard to Connect the dots to find where my mind is at right now… so against all odds i hope someone will.. if not, i dont blame you, but then that has to be the end Dot.

i dont think an explanation is neccessary…

You know what Satan is trying to pull on me now? SAME FKN PROMISE AS YESTERDAY HAHA COME ON… well he let me block it at least. Because NOBODY is getting into my apartment to do shit to me. You are NOT allowed, you have NO access and you have no permissions. We are going to float around here now. In the in-between land. Lalaland. We will never reach a conclusion, the ”magic day” will always be just within reach, but it will never come, it is an illusion, only. So we will stay i this loop forever, and it is my choice because… well how far you think you gonna keep dragging me around? No further i’ll tell you. And by me writing this it becomes reality, and i can sense it like calm waves around me. I am willingly blocking you out of the possibility of ever enter my apartment. It is even a spidercrack image over my door. It is unlocked yes, but it is sealed SHUT for you. So it has been done, and so it now is and will be. Not gonna lie i does not feel good, it feels sad and unreal to let go of the thought that it once WAS possible, even tho it never really was… to know you are not mine and that the dream that was so close of being a fully possible reality, is no more. It hurts actually, really bad. Im not ready at all to lose you and i wont be able to stand alone, but what choices have i had? And what choice is the last i have? I’ve tried in all ways, i have faught for you and for us and i have been so motherfucking loyal, but for who? Because you have not showed me the tinyest percentage of Loyalty back. You have had me fall over and over, you have betrayed me and mocked me, but goddamn it i have always got Right the fuck back up, for YOU. You have had me do sooo many things for you, i have made soo many sacrifices in my life, and my familys. I have felt so much pain and i have suffered deeply.. for you. All i have done has been for you. But when thinking clearly about it… i dont know that a single one of you have really made a Single fucking sacrifice for me. You have not even been fkn men enough to give me a hint IRL that it is true, and that everything is gonna be ok. The only thing you can give me is humiliation and to call me a stalker, when i have done so fucking much and EXACTLY what you have wanted me to!! None of you are men enough to step into the fucking light, why? Are you so fucking ashamed of me? And when looking at it like this… then no.. no you cannot ask more of me. Not a single thing more will i do for you. There has got to be a time when That Limit is reached, you know The absolute Limit in a time without limits and in a neverending cycle of yes and no, always and never again… we have all heard me say this many times, but no more. THIS IS MY FUCKING LIMIT FOR YOU BECAUSE IF YOU NOW AT THIS EXACT TIME OR FORWARD NEED ME TO DO OR GIVE MORE, THEN IT IS NOT ME YOU SEEK. I CANNOT AND I WONT GIVE YOU MORE. I HAVE LAID OUT MYSELF AND MY WHOLE FKN LIFE FOR YOU SO WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK??? Sorry but no, here is my Limit and if it has to be No then so be it, i am so done with this fucked up game you have played with my life. Like i Said, yes it GODDAMN fkn hurts, but i have ran out of options. My motivation for anything is dead, from today. So i have given up all for you, you have taken it….only. So this is were our story ends i guess, well at least for me, i am so done with this bullshit you have pulled on me. You should be so fucking ashamed of yourselves! Are you? I dont know and i dont care. So from this moment forward i say NO FURTHER, I WILL GO NOO FUCKING FURTHER DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YOU PIECES OF FUCKING SHIT??? THIS IS ME STATING CLEARLY TO YOU THAT I GIVE UP, I WONT DO ANYTHING MORE NOW THEN TO GIVE IT ALL THE FUCK UP! and so.. it is over. take care… now i will fly…

…if i can…

my mind is not right right now. I dont know why. From one perspective im fine, lying here writing sentences on my phone…

But from other perspectives it is just not right. I feel something is going away from me. Something important to me maybe. I dont want to loose anything it’s just that. And so no it is not the right room in my head, nor is it the upper room or the lower room. So what is it? The left room ofc. I am left, alone, abandoned. And the maze closed and Sealed that shit up pretty fast now i tell you. A garden to. Not a good garden but a bad garden coming here again and fucking splitting me into fucking pieces!!! I dont know what the fuck is what anymore. Im losing those concepts now. Bye bye yes they went fast holy shit. Bye.

If everything should turn out to be in my head, then Please God forgive me my horrible sins. And please, Please Father help me, Save me, because i am lost and i Need you to find me right now and take me to you, Amen.

No matter what the truth turns out to be, I will Give it all up Here, i wont seek it anymore, wont trying so get more answers. I lay it all in Gods hands from this moment on. I know he’ll take me where i need to go, when i need to go there. Til then just… nothing

More like Ex-Curse you…

Do i even know if this is just in MY head or not? I dont think so. Because if i really believed this was true, then i would have just been able to call you and ask you what the fuck your doing. But i would never do that and i think i would be told that yes this is in fact only in your head. And if there is Any truth to this then you would be able to see everything i write in my notes like a textmessage. But i dont believe that. And that leads to that if it in fact again, is true, then you have been recieving all these angry heartbroken text’s from your fucking daughter for WEEKS and you DO NOTHING, YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER TO FUCKING ANSWER BACK. WHAT KIND OF WORTHLESS PARENTS ARE YOU THAT CAN EVEN THINK OF DOING THESE THINGS TO YOUR OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER! And my realities are really beginning to split and i feel im loosing all fkn control. 14:15. So if you have ANY wish at all to have me and take care of me and be real dads for once, then Now would be a good time to fucking Act or i Will………………………………..and you cannot fucking blame Me or calling me weak for it. Dont you even dare. And If your truth is true then you Know i wont be able handle anything about myself or anything else pretty damn soon. So if you want to abandon your daughter, go ahead. 14:28

ARE YOU GONNA AT LEAST GIVE ME THE PLEASURE OF KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE READ ABOUT YOUR FUCKING LOSS?? Sitting here lissening to some of your lovely laughing ass bitches…you r fucking disgusting. But if you want to keep up this grey loop area forever, then please do, we all know who wins in the end anyway and everytime and overagain all the time… 13:20 wanna feel like loosers for eternity? Go ahead fine by me. Till i find someone more interesting to play with… so no you wont get any more answers than right now: Get the FUCK away from my Life, Forever and ever and into eternity i dont want any fucking thing to do with you. This shit is final and i think you know it, final till eternity and away…

Nu är de fuck off med er igen. Domen? Svar nej. Ner med er fkn vidriga demonjävlar. Har inte ens fler meningar för er.

12:03 NO IM NOT FUCKING READY TO GO L’HO for you. Kevin You Said something different to me!! Yes true but still. I wanted to be angry and black magic people to hell today. Come on.

l’ho nothing is lost remember! 💛

Yeah until it is… 😈.

No the others influence on me is not Welcome yet. Stay out of this business.

URETEROURETEROSTOMIES

OCULOAURICULOVERTEBRAL

CARDIOCEREBROVASCULAR

BIOMICROMETEOROLOGICAL

DIASTEREOSELECTIVITIES= i see selective disaster activities. Or disease, like covid…

Ok this is the latest exclusive word from K. He will take over from here so i dont have to think to much and be too angry when nothing happens. I guess hes going for the One Winner Throne… but he says if the others are desperate enough he will show me. So calm down fuckers theorerically you are still in the game 🤭

I will probably do updates on this post if i need. So now the whole worlds and the demons destiny is under Satans control. But make no mistake! I already know how and where and when to send you to this final destination, so im in on it to even tho i probably want to have fun on the unicornfields this trip. Just feel like it. 👑.

Ok so now im taking a trip to meet my old self, the one in charge. The last trip i was lied to that when i accepted to leave that part of me i would no longer have so much Powers. But turns out K had a surprise for me.. during this trip i will merge with my other twin spirit and believe me, i will have ALL Powers do to Exactly as i want. The Judgements i give Will be Executed, In the Court of MY fucking Law.

You see people, the drugs are the Way to Truth. For me its a Way to fly, to find my real Power, to change the world how i want. And in this particular Highest moment, things are gonna change alright… 😅😈

Soon now, it will begin.

i think it’s strange, not feeling worse, really strange. But it tells me something; since these people were lying the whole time, it was never meant. And therefore i cannot really care about them or if they take back every word. Because there is ZERO attatchment. The attatchment was an illusion. I dont get it tho, Satan have you no more to give than this ending? Yeah i get i you probably tried hurting me really bad, but inside you must have known that I Am soo much greater than you all, that no matter what you do you cannot Win over me. Do you see who is the real losers here? And WHO is the Real Winner? Me ofcourse. Almost goes without saying huh? So Mr S what else you gonna do? Or are you done with this loop now? I think you are, so i think im TAKING it from here. All of you whose name i wrote in the bible, except MY family, is going out of there. I do have that power, consider yourselves erased from my heaven and from all good things. Actually i think i Will put in a whole lot of other names, like people you hate and despise for example. What Will you do about it Satan? Let me tell you, NOTHING there is nothing you Can do, we have learnt that now. I Will throw you ALL into the eternal lake of fire. And i Will regularly shift between the three main Hells, First the fire and the heat, then the ice and the cold, then the lonely and the empty, sad place. I think i Will keep you very long in the last one, it Will give me Joy knowing how desperatly lonely and heartbreakingly sad you’ll be in all ways, i Will not give a single fuck about that, it Will probably be my new addiction to torment you as bad as i can. This place will break and crush your spirit into pieces.

Then you Will also spend a whole lot of time in the Cold, you Will freeze and experience a coldness hard to imagine. You cannot die so i Will make a game while you are there, i Will have you freeze soo bad for a while then i will keep you still in the cold snow and let you ”die” from the cold, it will not be quick i promise you. And no you will not feel heat before you ”die”. This place will kill your spirit time and again.

Then lastly you’re going to the fire, this place is not just as fun for me. Well you will burn and feel pain, simple as that. why isnt this as fun? Because after the the two first hells, this is were i will take you to cleanse and renew your spirits so that you then can experience even more pain, cold and heartache. It will get worse for every time.

How do you feel about this you demonFucks? Not so good huh? Well you know what? I DO NOT CARE! I feel nothing for you and i will really Enjoy to fuck you up so bad. I think i will turn things around, making it your reality that you actually DID want me but i rejected You! The hearbreak of True Love not being true.. the pain of losing someone you thought u cannot live without, that you loved soo deeply. That will be a very bad pain i will tell you. And i know you know exactly what feelings im talking about.

They will be sooo much worse than what i have ever felt, than what anybody ever felt. And am i gonna feel bad for you since knowing the feeling? Hell no! As i just Said u pathetic fucks, I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR YOU, NO ATTATCHMENT AND NO EMPATHY, NO, NOTHING DO I HAVE TO GIVE YOU EXCEPT PAIN! And motherfucking pain you shall feel alright be so sure. Now you dont get to jump into those dimensions on you own, NO I AM the one who will motherfucking KICk you down there! I was first and you fucking know it. You have nothing to put up against me, and you know that very well to huh? Oh yes you do. I could end it all right here and right now. And you are scared shitless because Satan hadnt told you this moment would come.. You thought that no matter WHAT you hade already won, it was just a matter of time. he Lied to you too haha he has fucked you over so fkn hard!, stupid fucks. At least he is Loyal to me! You would rather Believe in your Own strenght and ”power over all”, thats a redflag betrayal behaviour.. should have known..ah well im gonna keep him, the one who was first then last Will come first. Soo you wonder now… what is your place? Which number do i get?… Do i… have a place? Yeah no i dont know. I think i will let you suffer for some time, maybe get down on your fucking knees and Worship me like the fucking pathetic dogs you are. BEG for mercy, show me how terrified you are, show me your remorse, let me see you pain, show me your True colors! So come go reeal LOW for me, crawl before me and tell me who I really am to you! And believe me, Satan Confirms, he Will show me your Real intent and desire. Your spirits destiny is at stake here, this is the absolute Final Judgement. So yeah you motherfucking disgusting dogs, get in to the holding cell before my decision is made, and here i think i will give you a mix of a and a lil taste of all three hells. Mostly the third. Because to be honest… your chances right now are pretty much on the downside… and from experience i know that you cannot offer a shit. Sure some things were good, but how often has that been? I can count them on my fkn hanD! And Satans confirms that he might block you because he wants me for himself. But if you manage to get through? Well lucky you. Probably not.., ah well. Let this shit begin.