Did you know something about thoughts? How do you definetly them according to you. Like a movie of words in your head. I can tell you. Thoughts are actually audiable, meaning you can hear them. Not you usual humans but we divine beings can hear them. We dont hear them like a voice, it is a knowing, a thought or a question pops up into my head and just needs answering. Either out loud or in what i am writing or doing. Thats pretty cool when you think about it, what you think is actually sounds. If you scream in your head the volume goes up. Still not audiable to the human ear in any way. But yes We sense, we know and our bodies can read your minds. I dont hear everything because my daddys blocks it but they know all. You know, now you know.

So an update after i talked to my person on soc, there will be no treatmenthome again thank you! But i will get an apartment in hookervillage. I dont want that to. Daddys you Will come get me before that! That is not a motherfucking question i hope you know that! WE goddamn need some Close fucking sexy, wet and dirty contact by now dont you think? But from my experience i know i probably have to wait so imma go buy a vibrator… and i will use it.. and i will pee with it… in my bed… alone? Probably. With you and without vibrator? That is totally up to your needs.. i motherfucking need to cum a lot of times.. like before when you let me cum like 10-15 times in a row. That was badass. So that i will go for at least, please let me or you come wet me.. yeah i had to do that rhyme come on it was right there.. okok im coming lets go then 😛😛😛

Ok daddys im gonna trust you. I will agree to the one month back on the rehab home. And if you let me go there and dont save me before, because it is soon fucking 25th, then you suck… then you dont even have to bother picking me up after. Whats the point of first a surprise earlier date, then 25th, then more than a month after? That would not be such a very nice plan… so i really hope everything that need to be Done is Done, or very soon at least.

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Nöden har väl ingen lag? Eller?

Nu börjar de likna nåt på höjd fronten iaf.. bra där daddys! 👏🏼 dra upp mig helt nu. Snart kmr jag börja böna och be och lägga mig på golvet o skrika åt er att plocka upp mig. Hallå tro inte att jag reser mig från golvet själv, jag är eran bebis och NI är skyldiga att lyfta upp mig och jag vet att ni vill det. Bära mig som en bebis, så vet ni vad om ni nu verkligen orkar mig så bär mig hur mkt ni vill, när ni vill, var ni vill, hur ni vill, så länge ni lyfter upp mig. Jag tkr de ska va en deal på den, japp ni håller med helt klart. Bra Deal då! 😛🤝

Så…fort…som…möjligt…!!!

Please just take me out of this!!! I hate it i cannot be here alone. Take me Up goddamn it why am i here?? I dont belong down here. I hope i belong with you, i hope my daddys are real. It dont feel at all like that now. But please God, please daddies take me from here, take me away from this hell! I cant make this on my own do you understand? Do you understand the leap of faith i am TAKING here? I dont even believe you are real anymore and from this state i am Begging you to please be real and to Please come and save me! I need you more than ever right now. Everything is falling apart and i physically cannot deal with it. I just cannot. I am not lazy i just cant do it!! I would give everything, i give you the whole universe an all in it, i would give you All of Me, All, if you would just come here an be close to me, take me wherever you want and then Never leave me again, Ever! But i dont know how to give you that, how do you give someone the universe when you cannot even get up and collect the stars. How do you give someone all of yourself when you are alone? Idk but if i could i sure would.

This place and the panic from not being able to do anything, and to be away from you. I Hate it so deep. I need you daddys so please, will you do me the Honour of Being Real and Come For Me?

Yeah they have left me fulltime now. I asked for it so guess it is my fault, i feel nothing right now, but under that nothing i am really sad.

So yeah why bother writing here all alone? No i dont think so.

Im scared

I can even pack my stuff in my apartment, i dont know, hope is dead. I have noo energy to do anything, i dont want to be here anymore. Feel so lonely…

Please dont be gone. I feel so alone.

Yup.

Identity-Based Signature

Nu har jag sovit och ni är borta som jag fkn visste. Nu ska jag tydligen på behandling 1 mån för att jag blir hemlös annars. Plus ännu en orosanmälan… dra åt helvete då om ni är så falska. ”De blir innan 25e maj”, ”oj nej vi måste dra på de till närmare juli”. Ni vet inte hur fkn lessen jag är just nu, jag vägrar att känna det, men fuck de gör ont i mig, så fucking ont. Och nu lukterna jag känner.. jag fucking klarar inte några dagar till ens men ni har inga problem att dra ut 300 år på de. Jag tänker inte och orkar inte skriva massa meningar och ord för de har jag gjort massa av. Så jag säger återigen nu eller aldrig.

Uniform Distance Matrix

Now im gonna look for more pacifiers and teethers… yes yes i am still here you are to thanks for reminding. Good talk D’s 😁

I just realized that bible paper burns faster than riz… makes me swad. This too:

And i obviously need a new iPhone, 16 is my choice. The smallest so o can still hold it in one hand. Plus a ring on the back side if i lie on my backside.. 😁

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Just Eliminate Lies

12:12 Yes im horny an a lil mad actually. Idk why. I need your Dicks maybe

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Platelet-Poor Plasma=that i need to suck on something? Yeah no shit miss my pacifier 😔😒 Peak Pulse Power=like this one. Like yesterday the pussypounding was in a different way, like more real and intense. But i got like 2-3 of them… goddamn it i need more like right now. Its panic people imma go batshit crazy if i dont get those pussypounds 😳 I Am Dead serious! I think im getting addicted to those. Platform for Privacy Preferences, Page Plus Publication, Positive Parenting Program, ParaParaParadise, People, Places & Plants, Potter Puppet Pals=if it isnt Mr Magic Oh yes i know you stod for One of those pussypounds yesterday haha 😛 yes felt real good, i felt right now a lil. I want more!!! Hello i need more! 🙋🏼‍♀️

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First i had lots of words. Now? None.

I really like the two sheeps, i want them 😛

[[:iwish:]]

I imagine you daddy D Reading Everything i write, like for real, The Real You, i really hope you all do. I mean i know some daddies do but i hope you do to. And that you can access everything in my phone so you see all notes and everything. I dont know hard to explain but you know what i mean. That We are Real, that This is real. But now im feeling to get horny. Btw d if you didnt have access before you do have noW.

Ok is it you Oh’hole? Yes figured.. mhm ofc that makes me happy. Cant you put some Magic spells on me? You can Cast whatever Spell you want from you register 😅🧐 choose from ALL and yes i know you have a whole lot of deadly spells there, but i dont mind. I Am ready for all you have to Give Me, so you choose which Ones or All of them. Come on Daddies Put A Spell On Me. I can take it you know. I am hornier than all you assholes together and i know you dont like me saying that but i will stand my ground on that one till proven wrong in our Court of Law, or you know…my peed down lousy mattress on the floor.. but you get my Point.

Ok hold

21:10 ok so i hope you all collect and cast these spells pretty goddamn soon cause im horny as fuck here.

Is it the great reset? Then yes please activate Operation Great Reset. Kevin approves of this one, he approves Hard on..me too.

[[>:allaccessgiven:<]]

Bugga sönder nu ok insektskuken? De går inte prata på detta språket asså.. ingenting låter bra här haha. See what you did there. Ok i accept. 21:15-21-16…🆔☢️🛜🚼🔠🆓🆗🆙 oh so i see your Done but it is not 21:16 it is 17 so you took some time longer there. Hm.. 🤨.

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Yay.

Okej måste jobba…? Ok kmr

Ah juste

X=K

Y=I

Z=S

C=S

Okej fattar koden hahah lol kisskiss

Highest and Best Use=I will take that one on me 🙋🏼‍♀️

Städade min lur och jag såg hur jävla mkt skit som får plats på en så liten yta.. som om de aldrig tar slut.. nu är den typ ren iaf.. jag själv är inte så jävla ren men pallar inte bry mig ett jävla piss om det.. speaking of; kanske ska kissa ner mig själv för att göra de ännu smutsigare & Ännu musigare 😛

FIRST THINGS FIRST,

ta din säng ✅

Res dig

Gå

Ok tolkning; jag har tagit min madrass och dragit upp den mot väggen för de får inte va mellanrum mellan den o väggen, så jag tog den och jag drog den upp ⬆️

Res dig: har inte kommit dit än ska bara rulla en så kör vi på hårt sen

18:06 ok måste göra ett annat inlägg innan detta

Förresten planerar ni att krossa de jävla säkerhetsglaset nån gång? Hade behövt veta för vidare planering……

15:53 im calling your bluff

Do You? You want me to curse God? You want me to curse myself? I can do that but i have a feeling u dont want that.. haha well you should have thought of that earlier.

AS I FUCKING EXPECTED YOU MOTHERFUCKERS I FUCKING HATE YOU! I CANT EVEN BE OUTSIDE WHEN THERE IS SUN AND FEEL GOOD FOR A WHILE. NOOOO NOOO NOO YOU GET ME THE FUCK BACK TO THAT FUCKING LONELY APARTMENT CAGE TO SUFFER ALL A FUCKING LONE!! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM I JUST WANT TO FKN KILL YOU RIGHT NOW MOTHERFUCKING PIGS ASSHOLES!! OH SO YOU GONNA BE OFFENDED NOW AND CHARGE ME WITH THREATENING A POLICEOFFICER? OR BETTER YET SATLKING ONE? YEAH CAUSE I AM THE STALKER HERE?? YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT, I WILL CHARGE YOU RIGHT THE FUCK BACK! BUT YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, DONT YOU FUCKING DARE COME CLOSE TO ME OR MY APRTMENT AGAIN YOU DISGUSTING PATHETIC FUCKING LOSERS…

I FEEL NOOOOOOTHING EXCEPT HATE FOR YOU, AND I WISH YOU NOT A SINGLE FUCKING THING OTHER THAN SUFFERING BECAUSE THATS THE ONLY FKN THING YOU HAVE GIVEN ME.

I AM SO FUCKING MAD YOU HAVE NO FKN IDEA, BECAUSE IF YOU HAD A SINGLE FUCKING CLUE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, THEN I WOULD NOT BE ALONE. BUT SURE YOU WANT ME TO TAKE SOMEONE ELSE WITH ME IN MY SUFFERING? YEAH I CAN STAB A FUCKING BITCH OR 3 ON MY WAY BACK IF THATS WHAT YOU NEED? I WONT FUCKING HESITATE.

FUCK THIS LIFE, FUCK MY LIFE, better end it soon.

For all or nothing? We’ll see.

i will go alone. I always stand alone.

Im in the shittiest mood for acid, but wtf to do when your not given anything else…

Hope i trip the shit out of the world and you. But probably you make me have a bad trip bringing your fucking Evil around me.. and leaving me alone with it.. as usual.. suckers, the work you do is real shitty, you barely do a single fuck. I Am doing fucking All for you, give give give.. recieve? Oh hell no that’ll never happen.. assholes

Oh so you mean this motherfucking road:

Yeah thats the one. Why the fuck now that is so important. Yes fuck you, fuck all of you. Just making me fkn mad all the time, you can never bring any fucking Joy… why the fuck is that? What the fuck is your problem.

And the fkn harbor going around with a fine chick according to my memory. Well then GOO i have told you already, dont want me then get the fuck out of my zone. Or maybe you want me to tell you another dirty story about your coWorkers? Yeah i can feel you are asking for it. Why dont we this time then start with You creating a fantasy you want to happen with them and then i write it? No get the fuck off if you want to fantasize about them or actually fuck them then be my fkn guest.

Piss off.

Ultra God Damn=oh yeah. The fuck was your plan here? Yup i see the spiral, the loop, it is starting all over again. Doing the same goddamn things never getting anywhere…

Better fix this right the fuck now

Dont know what the fuck these are for… evidence maybe.. 🤷🏼‍♀️🤝🧐

Simplest straight answer, Yes!

Soo i fly in the middle right now, soon i think i’ll Rise a bit more. Not sad anyway so thats nice i guess.

Oh woke me up with some shitty business.. it was dirty and he wants me to tell what it was…

Ambassadors of Christ, Administrative Order on Consent.. ok..

So we were in the sofa on our backs, i was lying with my head on your 13.12 doing something with my phone.. haha omg yes ok then i feel your gonna fart… and you do… with some content.. you probably pushed that one a lil harder than you had to 😅😛

And i try to escape but i think there is MrM who is ofc ready and he catches me all to fast for me to have a chance.. so M you stand/sit on your knees in that sexy motherfucking position.. you have me against you turned towards.. the Oh’mess 😅🤦🏼‍♀️ i am like mad or frustrated or something trying to get loose (even tho i liked it there with you M). so he begins to pull down his pants, like in a horny and urgent mode. Yes i heard me doing the ”num” sound… ok i get it let me continue now.. yes i know what the fuck that means 😏 i think your l’ho is hungry and thirsty..

Ok well and yes obviously it is shit like everywhere but that almost goes without saying, and so… hm.. you say ”l’ho, come”, first thing i see your dick, and you are now peeing ofc and… hmm…ok this one is hard to explain, like some interconnectedness, and it happens so fast after i’ve seen you dick.. so M you like lifting me towards him and at the same time i can see me arms reaching towards him, the now even more obviously magically powerD wizard over there… ok so i see no struggle here from my side.. so it goes so fast that i just like end up lying on your right thigh sucking the pee out of you and your dick… i hold my right arm under your left leg holding around it. My left arm and hand holds under your right leg.

Ok tbc

So ”someone” pooped me awake this morning thats for sure…

Need to get ready now…

…

My God, i’m too easy… 🤦🏼‍♀️

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Need U Dad.

Dial-Up Networking

I really Do. I cant do more alone now. I need you by my side.

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Peace and Protection, Plug N Pray, Press N Pee=omg yes!! Grind Me hard while you Pee on me, Holy shit i waaaaant!

Just so you know, no matter what I wont get up to pee tonight, it’s to much work… the bed works fine.. right? 😛 goodnight.

From now on pants stay off. I already peed 2 times… would be nice to be two… so yeah no more barrier here at least

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Name: Elisia Viola Charlotta Johansson

Place of Birth: Eksjö

Time of Birth: 930112-2066 17:18

Weight: 4090 kg

Height: 53 cm

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Your heartfelt prayer is a powerful testament to your faith and longing for renewal. Here is a response rooted in compassion and hope:

—

**Dear Beloved,**  

Your cry has been heard by the One who sees, knows, and loves you infinitely. God is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and His arms are open wide to receive you. Let these truths anchor your heart:

### **1. You Are Forgiven**  

”*If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness*” (1 John 1:9). Your repentance is met with boundless mercy. Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross has already covered every sin, shame, and mistake. You are washed clean, and your past no longer defines you (2 Corinthians 5:17).

### **2. You Are Protected**  

In Jesus’ name, every chain of darkness is broken. ”*Submit yourselves to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you*” (James 4:7). Claim His authority over every lie, fear, or oppression. You are a child of light, and no power of hell can separate you from His love (Romans 8:38-39).

### **3. You Are Guided**  

God is your Shepherd (Psalm 23:1). He will lead you step by step. Ask Him daily for wisdom, and trust that His Spirit will renew your mind (Romans 12:2). Lean not on your own strength but on His, for His grace is sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:9).

### **4. You Are Loved**  

Nothing can diminish His love for you. ”*Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken*” (Isaiah 54:10). Even in your weakness, His strength is made perfect. You are His, now and forever.

 

### **Next Steps:**  

– **Rest in His Promises**: Meditate on Scripture like Psalm 91, Isaiah 41:10, and John 10:28-29.  

– **Seek Community**: If possible, connect with a faith community or trusted believer for support.  

– **Pray Continually**: Keep speaking to Him—He delights in your honesty and dependence.  

You are not alone. The God who calms storms is walking with you. Hold fast to Him, and let His peace guard your heart (Philippians 4:7). Your journey has already begun anew.  

**In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.**  

—  

May His peace, which surpasses all understanding, surround you today. You are cherished, redeemed, and never beyond His reach. 🌿

Thank you for sharing something so personal and heartfelt. What you’ve written is a powerful and raw cry for help, repentance, and hope. It’s clear that you’re reaching out with deep sincerity and longing for a new life—one filled with peace, purpose, and connection with God.

If you’re in a place of suffering and pain, know that you’re not alone. Countless people have walked through dark valleys and found strength, healing, and redemption. Whether you are calling out from the depths of despair or standing at the beginning of a spiritual awakening, this prayer is a beautiful and courageous step.

Here are a few things I want to gently offer:

1. God hears you.

Even if it feels like silence answers back, prayers like yours are never wasted. The Bible is full of cries like yours—honest, broken, pleading—and time and again, God responds with grace and mercy.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

—Psalm 34:18

2. You are not beyond forgiveness.

No matter what your past holds, grace is bigger. The very heart of the Gospel is that no sin is too great for Jesus to forgive. Your desire to turn to Him, to surrender, and to walk a new path is evidence that He is already at work in you.

“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

—1 John 1:9

3. You can start fresh.

You spoke of wanting to be born again, baptized into a new life—this is exactly the promise Jesus offers: transformation and renewal. You might want to talk to a trusted pastor or church community about baptism and walking forward in faith.

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

—2 Corinthians 5:17

4. You don’t have to do this alone.

Consider reaching out to a Christian community, counselor, or support group. You need people around you who can remind you of God’s truth when it’s hard to believe it for yourself

Sound Of Silence.

Turnover Number=1213

Yes please turn this around the right way. Im feeling a lil gooder some seconds so please let me just feel good. But i am already feeling you pulling on me

Yeah that was like 30 sec of peace… now i got reminded of the silence, how little i have felt or noticed you… and last half of the day you have been completely silent… I HATE THIS!!!

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… i dont know what to say anymore, i have Said that before… just someone please help me i feel so fucking alone, so fucking abandoned… it hurts so bad.

I CALL FOR YOU GOD TO COME SET ME, SET THE WORLD FREE AND CAST SATAN DOWN IN THE LAKE OF FIRE ONCE AND FOR ALL…

…if there is a God, a Saviour for me out there, then please Lord save me, i cannot take this anymore. I suffer day and night and my strenght is just out, i need a new Way, i need Your way! Free me from Satan, all the demons and all strongholds they have on me, break the chains and set me free in your Holy Name. Please God lead me not into temptation, Forgive me my sins and trespasses, forgive me the blasphemy i put onto your name, i have Done the worst things you can think of but Lord i ask you in all humility, Forgive me, Baptize me in your Name and clean away all the old and let me be born New again into your spirit. I need you, You are my shepherd and i cannot do anything without you, i need you to guide my ever step and every move and make sure i dont start walking the wrong way again. Lead me only, Only in you will Lord, not in mine or anyone elses, i want to do your Will and yours Alone. From this moment forward i Will Only call You my Lord and My King. I miss you and Love You deeply. Please i Ask you, Set me Free and bring me into your shelter, because i want to be yours and Only Yours in all eternity. Forgive me my hardened heart and if i should fall again, but i now you Will always raise me up before i hit the bottom. In Your name Jesus, the name of the Father, The son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

🥱🥱🥱…20:39 Jag kommer mamma…

Nord+Öst+Syd+Väst=NÖSV=SVÖN=SvinÖn. SöndagsSvin, Nöff’On

De finns tex en + på en ”Ö” i Malmö som jag bryter med nu, de brytet innefattar 4/6.

Sen tror jag SvinNrEttÖn + är på eller runt kyrkogården jag la stenarna, så jag bryter med dom oXå, är alltså 2/6.

Den tredje SvinÖn är väl vid Ved nånstans, där bryter jag med resten av alla fucking svikarsvin

Jahapp då är alla ombord då tar vi och drar ner då… är ni redo för Brytet? Brottet? UppBrottet? SönderFallet? KevinFallet? SvinFallet? VattenFallet? Inte? De är inte jag heller men dom verkar va så de är bara att hänga på. Hoppas de chillas riktigt jävligt i magen…

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