I realize now i always feel so much better without you. And the things i have Done to you tonight made me feel sooo relieved. I feel like finally i have ended this, finally you can get the fuck out of my life for real. I have broken all the bonds and i do NOT intend to bind anything of me to anything of you ever again. I want and i need to be free from you for real, you bring Nothing but pain. And i dont really feel i have lost anything, i have only won! This is exactly what i needed and it feels fucking awesome 🥳

now im still horny (definetly not for you) so i think im gonna go have some sexy fun with the one from the park, or maybe the only one that asked me how i felt today when i was going home. I know you know exactly. I actually think i will fuck them both, one thing that i will enjoy to an indescribable level is that while being so close to them, feeling their skin and warmth, doing all sexy and intimate stuff with them, and at the same time think about how deeeeep and hard this hurt and break every part of who you are, a heartache more intense and more deep than you have ever been close to before. Oooh im gonna enjoy it to my core 😍 if they are in on it then i promise to take pictures and videos and show you. Hahahaha oh shit the cold you’ll feel! Well to late now so better prepare for your lonely eternity 🥳