Ok so apparently i am forced to do fkn acr anyway… fkn piece of shit Kevin, go fkn burn yourself down

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Test Start Date, Thru-Short-Delay, Team Start Date, Tactical Surveillance Demonstration, Beyond All Recognition, Born Again Rocketeer, Underground Nuclear Explosion, Don’t Wait Up= No i will never wait for you, Divine Word University, Danger to Self… Don’t Think So, Down to Smoke=Ye by myself, Down to Snuggle=with my squishys only, Deemed to Satisfy=no, Downthesun, Date Time Satisfied=haha you kidding  or just stupid? Probably stupid, Post Traumatic Stress, Put to Sleep, Press to Select=no thank you…, Positive Train Separation=lets keep it that way, Pure True Sharing=go die, Unable to Sign, Urine Transfer System=No thanks, Under Twin Skies=nope, Under Tree Schools=yes i put your rock in the ground, dont intend to pick it up, Not Enough Dad, Heard, Understood, Acknowledged, Under the Table, Under the Thumb, Unable to Test, Under the Limit, Good Mythical Morning=fuck off, Global Marijuana March, Genetically Modified Microorganisms, Give Me Money, Man Made God, Male Genital Mutilation, Molecular Graphics and Modeling=no thank you, i say stop. 

Sorry but Kevin forced me to do those… for some pointless reason. I dont even feel that way on the once you probably will look for first…

First you fuck me over again… then im forced against my will to bully you… felt fucking horrible.. feel so bad and mean because i dont even mean those acr… but if it is pain you want to give me then bring it to me. I deserve it. Dont know what else to say that hasnt already been said «— exactly like that meaning… goddamn im sick of this, i really am. Soo… (another one..)—» since you clearly wont take any action here i have to do it.

And you have blasphemed me, mocked me, cheated me and lied to me, over and over again.. do you know blasphemy against my spirit is a sin that cannot be forgiven? So no i wont forgive you for that, please never ask me to.

So what am i to do? I dont rly have a detaild plan but i will start with rebuking you and demand in my name that you leave my body and go down.. yeah you know where. I will keep you there, seal the ports and then.. then i will walk away and never turn back.

You have proven to me that I Am not enough for you, i am not worth enough for you to act and to stop my suffering. You care more for yourselves and the world than for me. You clearly do not know what true love is… and you wont get it either. You have hurt me so bad now that i have had enough. I break the contract now and i will never reopen it, i am not your fucking slave and i wont do your shitty business for nothing any longer. I say Stop, i break everything between us that isnt already broken, the pieces cannot be merged again… now get the fuck down. Enjoy the rest of eternity by yourselves, oh actually i can send down your sluts so you have the company you Really want and need down there… im to good for you and You… you are not enough.