Yes i did. 

Feels a lil better now when im outside. Still the fact… yes think ive taken to much so i’ll probably fall asleep. Making it feel even worse in the morning… 01:11 feel i need to write more.. bout how im feeling or whatever. Just dont have energy. It feels pointless anyway… still it is the only thing i have that feels important. And if that’s gonna go? Then idk. 

01:24 i feel empty, total emptiness. And i need to fill it by writing more, explaining more, but it just feels… not worth. The feeling that soon nothing will be the same, but not in a good way. I feel soo desperate right now for you to hear me and to help me and to see me.. but there is only the sound of silence.

please help me.

someone.

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