Wife Don’t Know=what that ur cheating and always have? And that everything is a lie and i will die alone? Oh yes i do know that actually… no idk how i feel to be honest, im not nearly as sad as i thought i would be which is telling me that hopefully my prayer works and soon i can be free from you. Even if i dont want to that is what needs to happen you know.. cus you are not responding to me anymore, ur not giving me anything other than disappointment and heartache, so whats my choice? Well as i said if you not lissen to me and show me that im as important as you say then i need to be set free from you so i can either heal or die. I have fought so long for you and for this now and been given only silence so you cannot ask anything more from me now. And if you do then fucking shame on you! How the fuck dare you? You most certainly not my dads in any way, you just have a need to hurt me as bad as possible. Disgusting. And yeah my magic key obviously have not been used as i told, because this is ONLY important to me, not you. And the promise about coming tonight, and what k said about that if you dont come then that is a clear sign that you dont want me and that you dont care about me and never have. If there was any truth in you then why would it be necessary to say it like that? Just like the other promises ”If we dont come this day then we will never come” ”If we dont keep this promise then you and your whole family means nothing”.. if this was love then why the hell would you be saying those hurtful things? I mean isn the fact that you never came enough? You just gotta really push it. This night i have been thinking much and things have appeard to me very clear, like how couldnt i see this before? I think it is called perspective and that has given me some insights into how fooled and blind i have been to the obvious…