Why cant you ever do something? Im in fkn pain here and dont you care about that? Why do i have to walk around feeling like this? You dont do anything to help, i surely cannot feel or see it 16:09 thats for sure. And I really need to smoke right now… i need a life, i need to feel alive again, i need you why can you not see that and give me what i need? What exactly is stopping you? 

Feels like that yeah

16:44 Ok No No comment about that. What is there to say? One of you were with your fkn ugly bitch talking to someone then drove away… what the fuck you need me to say? Huh? ”OMG YOU WERE SO CLOSE TO ME OH IM GETTING SOO HORNY NOW”.. ehm no thank you… you are all pieces of nasty shit, cannot ever fkn man up and show what is important… who is important… well u know i think i have shown what and who is important to me. And if you dont feel the same, then fuck you. Let me the fuck go and dont ever come back with your asses and try ANYTHING with me! You understand? Fkn underachivers, loser fucking pathetic pigbastards. Fkn hate you.

It must be fake, this whole thing must be fake. It just cannot be reality because if it was then you would never do these things to me, never ever! So conclusion; you exist with that truth only in my head, or you just want me dead. And Oliver wtf happened to ”i’ll come get you later” was that just to put me in jail? ”If you survive i’ll give you 5000”, yeah i really dont want your fkn money.. but still. You all are just playing around with my fkn life saying things that you never intended to keep, and fuck you so fkn hard for that. FUCK YOU!