No im not mad?? I just miss you. 

Ted it was you i felt. Yes goddamn it i want you. All of you more than anything else. End of that story. I trust you to do it in the right way at the right time and at the right place. Drugs or not, Here or in hookertown, inside or outside; I do not care! Just understand some mtf time, no im not mad, that i let you have full control. For a long time i Would have Let you do it. You could have done it for long time with ZERO risks! Dont you understand that. Fucking hell. I need you for fuck sake, more than fuxking anything that Exists in this universe. You have made it so, you have responsibility for me, that is Your words, correct? Yes! I cannot have responsibility anymore because i cant do anything myself anymore. I am like the kid You made me to be and you just cannot leave me like this anymore! I dont care about symbolic times, numbers and dates god fucking dammit ALL i want is you, FUCK the time just let it happen whenever. I am ready to be claimed.. you know? If this is gonna happen why cant it just happen? I See it and i believe it, it is goddamn possible in All Ways. So let it Be then, show me you are Possible because i know I motherfucking Am. 

And yes i understand the koncept of that by doing the same thing and expect a different result is the definition of Madness. What most fail to see is that these ”same things” are always in different ways, different words, doing or telling the same thing but with some small changes. And the fact that these are done in different times… like that i have to consent to the same things in different words. But i think that even your question or reason for asking for consent is a lil changed for every time to? Like ”do you want to have sex?” And ”would you like to fuck?”, and the answer is ”yes please” and ”of course” or ”I do”.. like that. I see now yes what you did. Keep it up dads.

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