..roll me in.

Back to Bed, Back To Basics, Believed-to-Be

Back to basics is that im sitting here? Yeah i feel safe here on the other side, calmer but not empty of people. Quiet perfect in some moods. And even tho i dont know if im stepping a line (but do not think so) i dont feel worried.. i miss you i miss feeling close to you for real. Or closer at least. And i feel like.. if im not allowed around what is clearly mine & my property, then why shuould anyone else? It makes me feel not good when others walking around around me and being closer than me… because you are mine! 

And it’s honestly a lil hard too being here because i need to feel you even closer.. Oh so thats why im here huh? You snaring me into you even more? Thats good keep going daddys 👏🏼 

18:09 i also now have a strong feeling im getting a backslap for the sake of others for doing this one. Fucking hell if you gonna drop me daddys make sure you catch me before i reach that feeling i got you know after the 25th…that abandoned feeling. Please dont let i go there 🙏🏼

And also i want to see you again like by the tree and get a memory picture only You not someone looking like you, i want You only. Please i need to see your face.