No im not in a fucking mood to talk. Wtf u think. I need some fkn drugs and i need a fkn home!! Nobody will give me one.. you probably will continue this fkn game god knows how long… and im just not up for playing around because it is my life we talking about and my sence of peace and just all!! I dont find this funny at all any longer, i dont understand why the fuck you would tell me about this so fkn early in time, you could have waited so that i dont have to suffer the shit out of myself… Dont you think? Or the goal here is to make me suffer? I have no fkn clue about anything whats gonna happen and when and it is making me fkn crazy, and give me soo much fkn anxiety. But if thats how you want it…

The most ”freeing” thought? WTF DO YOU THINK? YOU COME AND KEEPING YOUR WORDS MAYBE??? Stupid question.. leave me alone now it is too fucking much rn, or to fkn little…