Go to the End of the World=i would! Yes i know baby ❤️ i felt the long one yes 😛 did you pee when i peed you? Figured. K told me about the acr on the parking, ok good. Yes i will check and i know the bad ones is for the others and there is a point in me Reading them but they dont apply to me as if it is from you. I dont know sometimes i have thought about the fact that you interpret different meanings based on mood osv and sometimes i have understood a bad one and did not take them as meant for me, but for others through me. I will try to trust that if it gets rough. I also know that you dont leave me alone in hookervillage, I am not ready to believe that tho but i hope. It actually feels a lil better after today. I hope it last a while at least. Im so scared tho that its gonna be like until christmas or my next birthday. Yes i know you say that but im still afraid its gonna be anyway, based on yeah you know… and this thing with my parole, im just not gonna be able to smoke because if i do i go to jail… so iam really worried about how to manage that one.. i refuse to go to prison again, please just dont put me through that. But the only option i have is to not smoke.. and thats is the far better alternative, but a Really really hard one. The panic and emptiness i feel when not smoking is horrible. But if im doing this choice on my own then i will try quit, i will really do my best and put my trust in that you help me through it. It feels like you want me to choose prison from different reasons, one of them the fact that yesterday i felt i almost wanted to go to jail just to have someone around and not do drugs.. and by jail i mean jail and not prison.. but i hope you wont choose that for me. You are the ones who knows my best and who have the final saying in whats it gonna be.