Yeah i feel pretty Done here. Just doing shit for nothing i guess.

Mellan 19 och 20, årtal menar ni

87 – 8+7=15/3=5.55

A always since i was i jail in Malmö like 2023 had a thing for 5s, 3s and 53. Felt important. No you dont drag me in this web. Hello yes i remember you told me that the point was to ”snare me in…” with a smile… mhm yup i see it, it is Gold on your right hand. Yes i guess or what. The fuck u doing now. See it, yes you didnt want me to wipe away my handsweat from your phone. And i remember pressing the fingerprint painting they had. Then when we were Done i walked out first but after a few steps i stayed and looked after you if you were coming with me.. aha and when leaving my simPin i actually felt real bad.. haha. There is a connection with my mom at your vaccine/covid place and the picture of my bag when i was inside the toilet, clearly saying my name. Showing some things on the orange blanket. Right i Remember it was? Mom is also near the trainbridge after the church. Mhm i had sleep paralysis multiple times there, the vibrations usually in my left ear, they let me know when you are coming, if im lucky which i almost always am i begin to move and sit up to break the connection. Hate that shit, no offense P.. and i heard the staff in the night through the door, talking about me. And that reminds me in h-borg one of the times i was there, it might actually have been the same time but when i was moved there. And in the night i woke up, and i clearly heard (you cannot hear through those walls) a man/boy asking about his mom to one female in the staff but i also see this memory as it might have been so that it was that he was alone and crying out for his mom. It was wierd because i knew it could not be heard that clear. And in that time the paralysis continued. And i always hade the same fucking start or end of my dreams. That i was were i was basically but that the door was open and i was able to escape either for some good time or i made it just to the door and it was already locked.. gave me panic. And same i dreamt i was looking for food because i was so hungry at night. Waking up from those was not fun at all. But worse was waking up slowly realizing your stuck in the same cell, but the dreams was so goddamn real. When writing about these locked door dreams i see like a small cell but only that cell like a small cube, it is outside on grass and its sunny. It is a wood building across from the door of the cell. It is painted white outside. To the right there is a lil bit more shadow. And a really big pool. In the pool it swims like i Giant lizard/eal/watersnake thing and it is darkBrown. But no matter its apparence the Only Word i automatically use for it is a Dragon. I dont have a clue what these dreams meant tho. But i also remember the same period when i freqently had pee dreams and had multiple orgasms, waking up rubbing my pussy thinking i peed myself.. haha.