Please just take me out of this!!! I hate it i cannot be here alone. Take me Up goddamn it why am i here?? I dont belong down here. I hope i belong with you, i hope my daddys are real. It dont feel at all like that now. But please God, please daddies take me from here, take me away from this hell! I cant make this on my own do you understand? Do you understand the leap of faith i am TAKING here? I dont even believe you are real anymore and from this state i am Begging you to please be real and to Please come and save me! I need you more than ever right now. Everything is falling apart and i physically cannot deal with it. I just cannot. I am not lazy i just cant do it!! I would give everything, i give you the whole universe an all in it, i would give you All of Me, All, if you would just come here an be close to me, take me wherever you want and then Never leave me again, Ever! But i dont know how to give you that, how do you give someone the universe when you cannot even get up and collect the stars. How do you give someone all of yourself when you are alone? Idk but if i could i sure would.

This place and the panic from not being able to do anything, and to be away from you. I Hate it so deep. I need you daddys so please, will you do me the Honour of Being Real and Come For Me?