Storyline…Varför? Jag förstår inte. Jag kan inte fatta hur. Jag ville bara få leva & få va lycklig. Snälla nån hjälp mig jag vet inte vad jag ska göra, jag får panik i min egen hud. Jag vill härifrån, jag orkar inte mer nu, jag vill inte, jag kan inte.

I know. I know it is over because of one simple thing, the ”surprise”. Kevin always talked about a surprise many times, and this surprise was to be that it would be earlier than 25th. But it just cannot be now. This and yesterday was the lasttime for that. Now i have no drugs and i am left alone, abandoned to sadness, panic and death. Because my way from here will lead to nowhere but that, how can i not kill myself? I have nothing left, it does not matter if i have what i always had around me, you were the only ones for me, i was so in love with you that i have no desire of wanting to live for my family. You have now litterally taken All i had. But i wont blame you for my suicide, no my life was always mine alone since you dont want it. Then i wont give you the honour of doing it yourselves. Congratulations Mr P, you win.