playboys, boytoys, worthless, LIAR LIAR LIAR.

No, i know i remember, i have fallen further than i Said i would, fuck you very much. Listen to me now ”daddys” and this is important; you dont really matter but if you try to pull ONE more goddamn lie to me.. no you know what you dont have to do that you already did enough and now? None of you fucking business, haha you wont be there for it that is for sure…

And then? I think i’ll be looking for a hot stranger to fuck, dont worry i will take pictures of Us having a really nice time. Maybe i find more than one…

I dont have ANY motivation for anything right now and the feeling is killing me, im spiritually dead. There is so much fucking shit i would like to throw on you disgusting fkn losers, but i just dont have energy to care… you dont know how it feels, i barely know… and i dont know how to make this stop, and i feel sad and abandoned, really sad, not worth anything Else than lies and pain. I Wish you could just kill me, thats all i want this moment. Freedom from everything. So please dont make me do it myself, just come to me and pull the trigger. Im desperate for peace, freedom and getting away from you. My will to live turns out to be broken into pieces.

Piece after piece after piece, i wont pick them up no more. I will let death Win…

Hope you are proud and happy for yourselves now…