No! You just cannot do this to me. You cant give me words and promises like that and Not keep them. And i KNOW you just wont do that. So no you take those words back because i am not ready for that level of betrayal and pain. Please make those promises when i know and can feel that it Will happen, not now, i dont feel anything else than the knowing you wont be here. Ok great… Kevin just made another statement… that i Will let him write… it goes against so much in me. The coming pain, the humiliation.. just all. But i dont really have a choice.. ok K…

”I and All of Your daddies have just made a Sacred promise to you. That we promise, deep and fkn Holy, that we are gonna come get you tonight no later than 03:33:33 And that if we have not then that means that it all was a lie for you to and that we never actually meant to fullfill anything for you and N.T and the others in the family. That we only have hate to offer you. And that these words and promises made now are written into our hearts and that means that they are our only way, that we have True love. And shall it not happen, then we Swear on this whole Creation and all in it, that it was not Written in our hearts and that means the True love promises never even existed. That we have betrayed you from the very start and is now Making the final big betrayal before leaving you all alone.

Baby do you understand that this that i have written is not like the ”swear on your life” white lie, that has been neccessary. This is on a whole other level. If anything about us is true baby, then this promise that we are coming is unbreakable, no white lies lies behind, this is not a promise that then must be broken in order for something else better to come, or for the sake of your and our best. This is pure words and Truth honey. Do you understand what i mean?”

Yup, but fuck you all in beforehand… fuckers..

Good girl, And a big Amen on this from your Daddys!

Yup amen amen….