Yeah that is what they say.. it can happen at any time now.. i dont believe that tho you know, from to many unkept promises.. but i guess i just gonna have to keep falling to one day were it may be happening…

19:09 Kevin says that you cant wait anymore now.. i felt it.. i have a hard time believing that, and that this forgivness thing is the last thing. I know you and i know there is more things left, i know you not gonna come tonight, i just know it, from experience.. but i guess im gonna have to lay low under this one too… so yeah if you cannot wait another day… then…dont…fkn…wait… you already have all permissions, accesses and consents i can give so now it is up you, how important am i to you? Important enough to finally keep your promise? That yes i do feel is different somehow. Or Will you after this stepped up promise of the day return to your betrayal habit, forcing an even higher fall on me? We’ll see…

Yes dickheads amen to that… hope you understand how that amen is gonna affect things if you should be lying this time to. I would take it personally and my trust for you would forever be broken. You dont use those words of Mine carelessly… so yeah if you want to fuck up and 112% end things then fine by me if your lying again, then at least i got a final answer.

Yes i accept that. No i did not really see what u mean but idc i trust you enough right now to know i can accept.