You have me walking around in the heat TAKING memory pictures even though i desperatly need THC! So i fkn push through the graveyard thinking that Now they will fix some smoke for me. Yeas it was worth it. BUT WAS IT? NOOOO! So you keep leeding me forcing me to spend money on first those old stuff, i do it i stay there even tho i was on my way to look for the smoke, while iam there you say like ”think about it lilo if you dont find any smoke you can get drunk instead. So i feel a lil better. When im there, nobody else is, not even att the mf ❤️TO…❤️ toilet…  so i go inte coop buying juice TWO OF THEM, spending my fucking last cash on those…fuck lets get lil drunk then. Arrive att the church and about to mix the bullet thing (that u chose) in the blue innocent juice. AND IT IS FUCKING PARTICLES FLOATING AROUND EVERYWHERE! Yeah if you want me to eat your shit that is not the way to go by making me think about that, in that situation…. So yes then im forced to take the fkn football booze and drink with the other juice, and sure it smelled and tasted good but with what was before i almost got sick in my stomach from that too. And the thing is that you mf tricked me to think those tiny bottles was filled with like 200 l of booze so that i was gonna be drunk… and what came out? Like a few fkn drops making me feel NOTHING. HOW STUPID CAN I GET HUH? So im sitting down to write about the memories pictures that you have hade me longing for, and first seconds i felt like.. this does not feel as it gonna be as fun as i thought but im trying to find motivation and so i notice i dont have enough battery and my pb is no Power in. Yes really good motherfucking day. Start by hurting me more than ever, forcing me to ask you for money, but to be fare i didnt have my hopes on that one.. but still, i posted it with my nr feeling that this is a so fucking embarrassing thing to do because even though it’s not many reading there is still a few, so i did it and shook away the shame that i refuse to carry..

”…………… bla bla bla” My mom called and the mental fkn business hade told her that!! And i dont have a towel to shower, i feel nothing but sadness and emptiness now. Even tho i discovered some things quiet cool i just cannot feel happy. Because along with the memories you went out, gone. I dont believe in anything anymore, i dont want to continue this any longer, please i beg you to stop it. just tell me you dont want me and never will give me anything that u promised, please just tell me clearly and then let me go!! I  cannot go further than this with you, i will  end up in jail or locked in somewhere if i do. You seemed to be worth everything, but you are not worth my life! I wont let you kill me and bringing MY only real Family with. No way in hell that is gonna happen. You have also taken away my belief in a god that will be my hero and come save me. So therefore: This, but not further! I cannot let you take everything i got and never give me anything back. This is the End of our Story… it was good, but not good enough… now you go to hell and never come back for me again.