Yeah i think thats pretty clear i have by now. But worth to notice is that many have done it, but the difference is that im the chosen, so i win. You others? Your just doing our work. Sure if you’ve done well, you might get in or get a Life with better conditions, so yeah. That is how it is. I feel there is a looot of questions, but you’ll soon get all your answers. By the end of this year it is all gonna be pretty clear, trust us on that one. 
Yes daddy says im scizophrenic, i dont really want to see that, BUT it is actually a spiritual condition. And so NO she’s not imagining things, some things that is not for her good is not true but they are still real. But she is true and we are true. Her mind is batshit crazy, she is chaos and she is just the way we want her, ONLY her, she is perfect! Well i know, thank you daddy, you’re pretty fucked up to but still the best daddies 😍 

We are a fucking dream team, a hell team. 

Now to the boring but still important stuff…

Ps 139:10

Mark 2:27-28

Heb 10:24

5 mos 15:10